SupaDupaFresh
Superstar
Nah I know exactly how you feel, my grand pops was a rolling stone who had outside kids also and when my grandmother would confront him about fukking with these other women he use to get the shotgun out at her and make her run out the house at night shooting at her. From my understanding he loved my mother and her 5 other siblings that were from my grandmother and never abused them, but shooting at their mother while they watched is mentally abusing enough. Since I'm one of the youngest grandkids I only know my grandfather as a old fun loving man that can barely walk, but to everyone else he was a hell riser. I asked the same thing you asked and people really told me that's just how it was back in the day. My uncle even beat his ass when he came of age for treating my grandmother that way.
I'm really sorry breh. Bless you man for speaking.