Essential The Mental Health Thread

96Blue

Superstar
Joined
Feb 11, 2017
Messages
4,394
Reputation
1,010
Daps
23,324
like I said before, ADHD has to be treated especially in adulthood
It's a real condition that can destroy your life if not properly addressed
I recommend vyvanse, or anything close to it
Once everything comes together, you're going to realize just how much the ADHD was holding you back
I agree with you, but ADHD already destroyed my life. I barely finished high school, I'm forgetful, all over the place in conversations, etc. It sucks knowing that I have to deal with this the rest of my life and the only way I will ever even feel close to normal is a pill that I would have to take everyday.

:snoop:

This shyt isn't fukking fair, I hate this shyt.
 
Joined
Nov 18, 2016
Messages
10,336
Reputation
1,540
Daps
33,382
I agree with you, but ADHD already destroyed my life. I barely finished high school, I'm forgetful, all over the place in conversations, etc. It sucks knowing that I have to deal with this the rest of my life and the only way I will ever even feel close to normal is a pill that I would have to take everyday.

:snoop:

This shyt isn't fukking fair, I hate this shyt.
Don't we have to buy food to live? The pill is your food who gives a fukk breh
I take that shyt everyday proudly knowing I get to live my life instead of my life continuing to be destroyed by something I didn't choose to have
You think you destroyed your life already? Do you want to destroy it more or do you want something better than right now? That's all we can really do, even if our past haunts us it is better than nothing
Get the help you need and live your life.
There is no shame in getting help you actually need
 

96Blue

Superstar
Joined
Feb 11, 2017
Messages
4,394
Reputation
1,010
Daps
23,324
Don't we have to buy food to live? The pill is your food who gives a fukk breh
I take that shyt everyday proudly knowing I get to live my life instead of my life continuing to be destroyed by something I didn't choose to have
You think you destroyed your life already? Do you want to destroy it more or do you want something better than right now? That's all we can really do, even if our past haunts us it is better than nothing
Get the help you need and live your life.
There is no shame in getting help you actually need
I don't think you get it, my life is already destroyed. Ain't no destroying it more than it already is.

:mjlol:
 

96Blue

Superstar
Joined
Feb 11, 2017
Messages
4,394
Reputation
1,010
Daps
23,324
I do wish I would've never crashed my car, though. That was my baby and I get mad/depressed every time I think about it.

:mjcry::mjcry::mjcry:

Fukkin ADHD bullshyt, I know I can drive, but that experience kinda fukked me up.

:snoop:
 

King

The black man is always targeted.
Joined
Apr 8, 2017
Messages
18,674
Reputation
4,029
Daps
79,625
Couldn’t find a real life therapist but I came up on this gem of a course made by a therapist on my exact issue.

Shyt is great so far. Very refreshing, unlike 99.9% of the toxic bullshyt out here.

Y’all bout to see a new me :lawd:
 

The_Unchosen_One

Superstar
Joined
May 2, 2012
Messages
17,313
Reputation
1,545
Daps
28,111
Reppin
St. Louis
like I said before, ADHD has to be treated especially in adulthood
It's a real condition that can destroy your life if not properly addressed
I recommend vyvanse, or anything close to it
Once everything comes together, you're going to realize just how much the ADHD was holding you back
shyt... my therapist ghosted me

Was always trying to call me a liar that I don't sleep with the medication she tried to prescribe and the anxiety meds... I told her over and over again that once my brain says we're up... we're up... I don't have control over it.. I sleep about 3 hours a night... been that way since I was little... my body hurts from being up all the time... my brain hurts from never shutting off

Part of the problem is the toxic work environment I work in... but that's fixing itself around new years since I'm getting laid off so I'll be able to sit at home and do nothing for a while... gonna do day trading and crypto trading while getting into other areas.
 

King

The black man is always targeted.
Joined
Apr 8, 2017
Messages
18,674
Reputation
4,029
Daps
79,625
shyt... my therapist ghosted me

Was always trying to call me a liar that I don't sleep with the medication she tried to prescribe and the anxiety meds... I told her over and over again that once my brain says we're up... we're up... I don't have control over it.. I sleep about 3 hours a night... been that way since I was little... my body hurts from being up all the time... my brain hurts from never shutting off

Part of the problem is the toxic work environment I work in... but that's fixing itself around new years since I'm getting laid off so I'll be able to sit at home and do nothing for a while... gonna do day trading and crypto trading while getting into other areas.
Find a new one ASAP. Try out a few, call your insurance if you need a list. They probably have it online too.

At least you now know what to look out for. Make sure to voice all concerns and past experiences in your initial consultation.
 

The_Unchosen_One

Superstar
Joined
May 2, 2012
Messages
17,313
Reputation
1,545
Daps
28,111
Reppin
St. Louis
Find a new one ASAP. Try out a few, call your insurance if you need a list. They probably have it online too.

At least you now know what to look out for. Make sure to voice all concerns and past experiences in your initial consultation.
Losing insurance in a lil over a month

just gonna see how everything goes with my transition to my house and being away from this field of work and shyt

I’ll have a lot of lil busy work shyt to do painting the house and ordering furniture and setting up my podcasting studio in my basement and shyt for the time being
 

King

The black man is always targeted.
Joined
Apr 8, 2017
Messages
18,674
Reputation
4,029
Daps
79,625
Losing insurance in a lil over a month

just gonna see how everything goes with my transition to my house and being away from this field of work and shyt

I’ll have a lot of lil busy work shyt to do painting the house and ordering furniture and setting up my podcasting studio in my basement and shyt for the time being
We all have our obligations, it’s understandable.

But mental health should be first and foremost. You’re not operating at a full tank and everything you do won’t be the best it could be.

You’re running on E, time to get gas before you burn out. Ask yourself if you really want to run out on the side of the road and have to walk miles through hell and high water just to get back on track.

You still have insurance. Use it for the initial consultation while you still have it.
 

Givethanks

Superstar
Joined
Dec 4, 2015
Messages
8,467
Reputation
963
Daps
17,376
Hope everyone is holding up, I just found out an old friend "Died in his sleep" .

If anyone needs to talk, PM me. I'm a stranger, I'll dead as just read and respond.
 

Canada Goose

Pooping on your head :umad:
Joined
May 14, 2012
Messages
27,353
Reputation
8,873
Daps
123,003
Reppin
A lake near Tampa FL
Yesterday I stayed home all day and rested, only went out to pick up lunch.


Thought I would be well rested and full of energy today, NOPE! Slept from Between 12:30 - 1AM to 9AM and took two separate naps and was STILL tired after those two naps.


I feel so exhausted today even though I didn't do anything yesterday. I'm tired of being tired, I don't even feel like watching the latest episodes of Dexter and Curb, I just wanna lay in my bed and do nothing.
 
Top