I'm going on a bad downward spiral
<rolls dice on life again for the third night in a row by mixing pills and alcohol>
I might become a monk after this......or jump off my 16th floor balcony
I need help, but I don't get insurance until next month
When 21 Savage's music is your life's theme music, it's time to make a change. I'm too old or too young for this shyt (I can't figure out which one).
Well, there's always tomorrow (if I wake up alive
)
I don't even want to play video games or watch TV (and I used to love both those shyts).
<blah blah blah> <semi drunk rambling while on heavy anti-psychotics, sedatives, sleeping pills, and anti-depressants>
At least I have all the latest tech and games....
My priorities are so fukked up
I've wasted my life.....
<will probably delete this post tomorrow, but I needed somewhere to vent, and this seemed like the best place>