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Why did my dumb ass boss suggest we leave a rental vehicle running for a week because someone lost a key?
He was dead serious too. I literally just left the discussion and clocked out. This nikka is such a fukking moron.
He was dead serious too. I literally just left the discussion and clocked out. This nikka is such a fukking moron.
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ellens stand up was good
So after a quick journal writing entry, I had to come to the hard truth that i can honestly say that there is nobody whether offline or online that i know past and present that TRULY UNDERSTANDS me. NOBODY. and honestly, that hurts more than anything.
It makes me feel more alone than I already am. I can say from the time i was born to now. Nobody gets me. NO ONE. If somebody has understood me, then they have never told me so where I can let my guard down and just be me in peace. You know... feeling misunderstood makes me feel like i have a lot of enemies or people who wouldnt hesitate to go against me.
It just made me become more colder and anti social because it makes me feel like a reject. So im like why the fukk should i bother even trying to explain myself or even care. Ill just get seen as an "alien".
Yo.. being misunderstood makes me feel like that nobody really cares about me on some real shyt. A few of my coworkers seem to TRY to understand me from where Im at and thats as close as i can say where I feel that. Otherwise, its usually people living in their own world trying to analyze me from their universe thinking i should explain myself to them and make them understand me for them to only misunderstand me and make me feel like a reject. I feel its become me having to understand other people to make THEM happy and they could give a fukk less about me.
It makes me feel more alone than I already am. I can say from the time i was born to now. Nobody gets me. NO ONE. If somebody has understood me, then they have never told me so where I can let my guard down and just be me in peace. You know... feeling misunderstood makes me feel like i have a lot of enemies or people who wouldnt hesitate to go against me.
It just made me become more colder and anti social because it makes me feel like a reject. So im like why the fukk should i bother even trying to explain myself or even care. Ill just get seen as an "alien".
Yo.. being misunderstood makes me feel like that nobody really cares about me on some real shyt. A few of my coworkers seem to TRY to understand me from where Im at and thats as close as i can say where I feel that. Otherwise, its usually people living in their own world trying to analyze me from their universe thinking i should explain myself to them and make them understand me for them to only misunderstand me and make me feel like a reject. I feel its become me having to understand other people to make THEM happy and they could give a fukk less about me.
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My mom is so fukking negative it drives me crazy. She lives in fear of the most basic shyt and always has a negative outlook on everything.
She literally has lived the most basic life, never tries anything new and has never accomplished anything she wanted to but is ALWAYS points out how things are "wrong" and could have been done better.
If you suggest anything new to her the first thing she will do is point out what could go wrong. I call her out on the shyt too. And she always denies it.
I just applied for a job that I am completely qualified for. Read it to her and she has the goofiest look on her face and the best she can say is "The worst they can say is "no."
The job has a pension and she like "Well such and such has a pension and they can't collect social security."
I'm like "So?"
We talk about it a little more and she literally just sits there with nothing positive to say and keeps asking questions likes she tries to find something to criticize.
When she can't find anything else to nitpick she just blurts out "What’s wrong with your face? Are you breaking out?"
I had a small pimple by my nose that is slightly raise but not red. I just look at her say "You're concerned about 1 damn pimple, really?" And then she gets mad at me.
Like seriously? She can give it but can't take it. I wish she'd get a hobby so she can criticize her damn self.
She literally has lived the most basic life, never tries anything new and has never accomplished anything she wanted to but is ALWAYS points out how things are "wrong" and could have been done better.
If you suggest anything new to her the first thing she will do is point out what could go wrong. I call her out on the shyt too. And she always denies it.
I just applied for a job that I am completely qualified for. Read it to her and she has the goofiest look on her face and the best she can say is "The worst they can say is "no."
The job has a pension and she like "Well such and such has a pension and they can't collect social security."
I'm like "So?"
We talk about it a little more and she literally just sits there with nothing positive to say and keeps asking questions likes she tries to find something to criticize.
When she can't find anything else to nitpick she just blurts out "What’s wrong with your face? Are you breaking out?"
I had a small pimple by my nose that is slightly raise but not red. I just look at her say "You're concerned about 1 damn pimple, really?" And then she gets mad at me.
Like seriously? She can give it but can't take it. I wish she'd get a hobby so she can criticize her damn self.
Why do you need people to understand you? Seriously question.
I'm a person who is constantly misunderstood and criticized and I don't give a fukk.
Most people are idiots, cowards and don't even know what to do with themselves. Why are you looking for confirmation from these people? Seriously.
Along time ago I realized that most people aren't shyt. So everytime I feel self conscious about how someone perceives me I just think "Who is this person to judge me? What have they accomplished that makes them so much better than me?"
I've been doing it so long I don't even get self conscious anymore. It's so freeing and it's gotten to a point where I just have an air of authority about myself that just follows me around.
The true understanding comes from within. People are dealing with their own shyt and are too self centered to give a damn about understanding someone else. Don't take it personal. Do your internal work. It's so satisfying.
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