I'm not going to watch the video of the incident. I can't bring myself to that yet. But let's not forget that she was definitely a heel wrestler, so maybe the way she acted in the video was reflective of that.
Beyond all that, my brother told me the news this morning and it still got me all fukked up. She so clearly had next (whether she stayed in Japan or went to NXT) that when my brother told me that a Stardom wrestler had passed away I would have never in a million years guessed that it was her.
I only got into the company like two years ago, but it was obvious that she was going to reach the level of Kairi or Io if she wanted that. Tokyo cyber squad was the first name any faction in that company that really stuck with me and kept me tuning in every so often. Her being the leader, along with her look and her charisma sealed the deal for me. I'm hurting over this. And I feel disgusted at the idea that something like this could even happen. I know that suicide happens a lot , and that it also happens a lot in Japan, but it always hits different when it's somebody that was thrusted into the spotlight like she was.
I might catch some hate for this comparison, but I'm just doing it so hopefully those that didn't really know about her can better understand this loss. Imagine if Zion Williamson happened to die right before he really got a chance to shine (and I definitely don't hope that that happens, I hope that he lives to be 104 years old)., but it's that kind of impact. She wasn't a technical wizard in the ring yet, but she clearly had so much potential, and since she was so young, things could have come together to make her one of the best ever. Sadly, it's just going to be another "what if?"
R.I.P. Kimura Hana