with regards to being chosen, i'll be the first to admit, women confuse me.
a few months back, as i was exiting a store i saw this broad up ahead walking in the direction of the store i had just left from. she was wearing shorts and i thought she was sexy. i looked in her direction but she didn't even acknowledge me. matter of fact, she looked the other way on some "i hope he doesn't try to talk to me" type sh1t. in my head, i'm like, i goto holla at this chick.". normally, i let the fear of public embarrassment dissuade me from things like this. but i've been shut down quite a few times when i cold approach, that now, its become whatever to me. so i figure hey, what's one more embarrassment? i looked around, there weren't that many people in the vicinity. so i'm like cool, i'll wait for her to come out from the store.
so as i walk to chill in my car to wait for her, i noticed she happened to have parked next to my car and she had a dog sitting in the car barking. so im like "great! now i got something to use to start up a conversation with her when she gets back". a couple of minutes later, she comes out and heads towards her car. i cracked my window a lil bit and asked her what type of dog it was. to my surprise she opened up quite a bit and became very talkative. after a few back and forth chats, i seized the opportunity and said we should exchange numbers, to which she agreed.
hit her up the following day. set up a date. we've been going out ever since. and its like this girl worships the floor i walk on now. and no, im no mr. mandingo. i aint tall either. but this chick seems to be quite enthralled with me. she tried to cook for me several times. the first couple of times, she botched it. but eventually she gets it right and now i'm loving her food. in addition to that, she took it upon herself to clean my nasty ass bathroom all by her self. i mean yall, i was impressed by her relentless desire to want to please me. i can take advantage of her and have her do a lot of things for me and she would. but i aint that type of n1gga. at first, after fucckng her for the first time, i was gonna toss her in the bushes. but to see a girl be so willing to serve, be so willing to please her man, made me have to rethink things.
it amazes me to think all this could have NOT happened if i had just gotten in the car and drove home. i mean, the way this chick initially looked away when she first saw me at that store threw me off. i've gotten that kinda look from chicks and some of them that i tried to hit on made it clear why they looked the other way. lol. they didnt wanna be spoken to. but in this instance, sh1t was different.
