Followed up with meeting with my ex today. Hadn't seen her in a year, hadn't spoke with her in a few months.
It was cool, she has a man, but it felt good to get over that immature bitterness that I think we both had.
She wondered if we'd remain in contact, see each other again, and if we'd loosely be in each others social groups. Told her no for all three, said let me get married first and then we can catch up, and you live up north so I don't think so, and since I don't have facebook, myspace, twitter, or instagram I doubt it.
Chilled for 3 hours, had little debates, at the end she got up, inquired if I was leaving I told her I'd leave in a minute. She lingered around for a few seconds by my side, I suppose she wanted a hug, I just sat there and shook her hand. Felt weird because as I let go of hers, she slid her fingers across my palms as if to get a sense of comfort from my touch. I didn't understand it, but oh well; got that out the way.