And then there are people who have already lived,been in the world among people. And had the awakening that we live in an artificial zoo created by the European,with artificial genetically modified people and want no parts of it. Yes,this awakening did in fact "kill" the version of me that was of this world/zoo. So in a sense i am like a new born.
But you are correct,Ive never actually lived my life outside of the zoo/matrix. So I could be completely wrong in those aspects.
But as a black man it just feels good to think outside of my European programming/margins. To have dreams about what we as black people would be like and want if we had autonomy.
Many black people have the same awakening as me. Cut themselves off from the world,end up friendless,depressed they have to go to work everyday. These black men and women are committing suicide on a daily basis,thinking they arent normal. When in fact its the artificial zoo thats not normal.
So allow me to cope with my machinations. My purpose is to be constructive,plenty of people to talk about the daily workings of the zoo with
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