Praying for you and your wife! I understand what you are going through, and staying strong for her is the most important thing you can do. I still remember, during Covid, and my wife going in for brain surgery and not being able to be there because of the Covid rules. I will never forget breaking down crying to the floor in my kitchen the night before, feeling so helpless, but you know what? I let it all out, right there, and was able to stand strong for her the rest of the way. Much peace, love, and healing, brother! I’ll keep yall in my prayers!