Need prayers from my coli fam right now

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My thoughts and prayers are for you and your wife. A bit of unsolicited advice- go through this process of grief and stress together and do what feels right. Don’t let other’s prescribed views of how you SHOULD be acting impact how you and your wife get through this. So sorry to hear.
 

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sorry to hear that breh went though the same with my sister stage 4 when they caught it was in her colon & lungs at first then went to her spine and brain

nothing i can say will change how you feeling right now and shyt is upside down for you but you hold strong in front of her because that's all you can do

and when you get some time to your self and your alone you let that shyt out cry hit the punching bag talk to a friend what ever but don't hold that shyt inside

it will eat you up find a way to decompress even if its just a little at the end of each day
 

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Hey yall. Sorry i dont make threads very often. But i wanted to ask anyone here who is religious it dont even matter to me what ur religion. Pls say some prayers and stand proxy for my wife.
We been going through a lot and like that wasnt enough they found a mass in her lung. After further testing they found 2 in her brain and it spread to her bones as well.
She has stage four cancer of the lungs, brain and bone.

Im trying to stay optimistic for her yall and for my own sanity, but its starting to sink in if im being real with myself my baby of 20+ years is about to die.

Pls give her all the prayer yall can spare brehs/brehettes. Outside of yall she is literally all i got in this world man.

im staying strong and optimistic for her but inside im falling the fukk apart yall. Idk what im going to do or how im going to deal if and more realistically when it happens.

im sorry yall i wish i had a more lighthearted thread to make i really do.
OMG....don't even know what to say fam.

Prayers to you and your lady and family.

Just try to get some laughs off on here to try and get your mind off shyt.
 

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Honestly man i just kinda fell back on my social life a while ago. Just too many snakes in the grass. My autism makes it difficult to find real connections. People always turn out to either be predatory or end up looking down on me.

Its hard finding real connections. Thought i had one but im starting to think they full of shyt too.

My baby is like the only one who really gets me. Idk maybe i just need to put myself out there more. I just get weary of the same tired cycle of getting my hopes up and being let down.

Its why i like this place so much. I can kinda somewhat fit in here and come and go as i pls. Autism is a mostly communication impairing disease and when we online we can communicate better. Have time to choose our words and craft our replies.

Its a lot more challenging in rl. People spend enough time with me they either start to think im simple or just weird.

Idk maybe they got a point :mjcry: But at least here and other virtual settings i can blend in better.
I'm not autistic but I have ADD and do have a history with being not congruent with others. I feel you. Don't give up, it's a process. My suggestion is to pick up a few books. These books have transformed my life:

How To Win Friends and Influence People
48 Laws of Power
Art of War
The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People
The Laws of Human Nature

These books have helped me understand others. You know how in an RPG you have different stats? For people like us our socialization stat is naturally low. But you can buff that stat up.
 

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Honestly man i just kinda fell back on my social life a while ago. Just too many snakes in the grass. My autism makes it difficult to find real connections. People always turn out to either be predatory or end up looking down on me.

Its hard finding real connections. Thought i had one but im starting to think they full of shyt too.

My baby is like the only one who really gets me. Idk maybe i just need to put myself out there more. I just get weary of the same tired cycle of getting my hopes up and being let down.

Its why i like this place so much. I can kinda somewhat fit in here and come and go as i pls. Autism is a mostly communication impairing disease and when we online we can communicate better. Have time to choose our words and craft our replies.

Its a lot more challenging in rl. People spend enough time with me they either start to think im simple or just weird.

Idk maybe they got a point :mjcry: But at least here and other virtual settings i can blend in better.

I feel ya, breh. Autism is fukked up. How are you managing though at the moment?
 

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I feel ya, breh. Autism is fukked up. How are you managing though at the moment?
We in good spirits man between her coming home and the doctors giving her an optimistic prognosis and now after finally both of us getting a full nights sleep she feels totally normal. Hasnt even touched her Percocet today.

Bout to go start prepping for a cookout. My born day next week and we finna break out the grill.

The road ahead is still long and twisted but today, we celebrate the rare W life has handed us. And a positive attitude is very important in her battle so this is how we going to keep it pushing.

Bout to cop some top shelf and light up. eat some gummies and binge watch the good place. She loves that show man. Especially now.

Thanks for the prayers and encouragement from yall. i truly believe i have yall to thank for this blessing of a turn. And it may take weeks but im repping every post in this thread.

Come september when she hits that remission im updating the thread title and its a fukk cancer free daps and reps coli event.

Everyone who ever been affected turn up so we can turn out. Just dap and rep each other well into the night. Beefs on hold, bread broke indiscriminately because this fukking disrespect disease is bigger than any of our issues. Catset and dogset drinking at the same table in solidarity while we wtf ether the shyt out this disease. :umad:
 

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sorry to hear that breh went though the same with my sister stage 4 when they caught it was in her colon & lungs at first then went to her spine and brain

nothing i can say will change how you feeling right now and shyt is upside down for you but you hold strong in front of her because that's all you can do

and when you get some time to your self and your alone you let that shyt out cry hit the punching bag talk to a friend what ever but don't hold that shyt inside

it will eat you up find a way to decompress even if its just a little at the end of each day
Facts breh. i considered trolling the cacs at reddit to let off some steam but i gave that shyt up. only feeds the negativity they love that shyt. Gotta be more sophisticated post that boy meets world turned porn star getting blacked up and down the conservative sub forums. Some of them are actually secretly into that but it does righteously piss so many of them off. Especially if u get a gif of the money shot :umad:
 

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fukk cancer. Will keep your wife, you and yawl loved ones in my prayers and pray for full remission. My best suggestion is against all odds maintain a belief in a positive outcome and a willingness to trust that odds can be defied.
 
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