Sounds like mental gymnastics
your decisions wouldn't even be being questioned like this if you weren't so pushy with your beliefs
if you think its okay for you to do something, you need to rethink attacking others for the same thing, instead of making excuses and exceptions for yourself
like saying "it's okay because I'm a man" just something one says to others as a justification, because if something is wrong when a woman does it, it's wrong if a man does it. Morals don't switch up for genders.
Justifications like that just make it seem like you're only "militant" because you were born black (like you were born male), and you just want to make things the best/easiest for your ego. Comes off like you would be a st0rmfr0nt type dude if you were born white.