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There's tons of people like you who present anecdotal evidence.
Fortunately (or unfortunately), objective truth often runs counter to subjective experiences.
Some vague personal spiritual revelation is not going to suffice, I'm afraid. Especially with all the inductive reasonings, cognitive biases, and just plain and simple mental disorders out there...
I'm not using my own experience to convince you. If I was an atheist, I would discount someone else's personal experience too. I'm just saying why I feel the way I do, and that I definitely didn't always feel this way (spent more than half my life thinking it was a stupid joke/con...I ridiculed it all the time).
However, I had it, and I have ZERO doubt about what it was. Life changing stuff.