I hate being alive

[OVER]

I legitimately wish I was never born.

 

[Rarely-Wrong Liggins]

well do you like playing video game that can take your mind off too and why don't you like meeting people. sometime it might be the bad energy from your workplaces is your workplace giving your any stress do you have anyone to talk to. talking on internet can actually help. people on internet can keeps your mind occupied from think about that just choose a different. you can talk about the subject you enjoy doing. you can go out by yourself since you like being by yourself while don't you take some break and go and enjoy yourself to any of your favorite place you love to go. look around . my auntie for example when she is in the mood she travels out of the country and clean her head and mind fresh air fresh environment it help clear your mind

I play a game where I drive a bus. One where I drive a truck. One where I drive a train. And one where I build cities. I usually destroy the cities.

I need to ride the bus around again. Fresh air can activate euphoria.

 

[sanityovar8ted]

Somedays i wish i wouldn't wake up in the morning but alas im still here

 

[Rarely-Wrong Liggins]

Have you guys ever been in love? Maybe that's what you're missing.

And i mean love, love. Not a girl you just enjoy physically.

Let's not even get started on THAT.

 

[Dominic Decoco]

Real shyt op.

I may troll on here and be negging the fukk out of everyone but I'm lowkey depressed.

nikka feels trapped. Out here free but I ain't. Out here physically but locked up mentally.

 

[Goombreh]

I feel you.

 

[HopeKillCure]

You are free enough from scorn and ridicule to speak on the void surrounding your existences. You have even considered volunteering yourself as an organ donor and assist the government and planned parenthood in their non-stop efforts of black population control. I don't envy your mood at all breh. It is dormant in most of us maybe, so something might be triggering it. Maybe staring at your 100% cotton button up every morning, afternoon, and evening is causing this tragic realization that you are being used incorrectly in life.

Now I don't know shyte, but I know that men used to be warriors. we used to hunt shyte and fight shyte and eventually something would take us off the planet at the most unfortunate time. However, those days are over for the most part since you aint in Syria or Iran, and you aint high enough in the Mexican/Central American drug wars. You have a death wish, but do you have anything special or understanding enough to grant your dreams?

My advise to you would be to continue to sleep on it every night or take the easy way out and completely 'fix' yourself by having a wife and children. A family seems to be the easiest way that men who were meant to be warriors cope with not being in war. The last thing you need is to take up some sort of biblical or philosophical war and shoot 25 people dead at a church or shoot 50 something people dead at a concert. You have a good life ( at least to everybody else besides the person that actually matter:you) so I'd suggest continuing to grind out that good position you are in and just make babies until you live long enough to fight with them and die on your sofa or toilet seat one day.

 

[Field Marshall Bradley]

Appreciate the advice good sir. I'll check out some supplements Thursday.

Just to piggy back off what @Geoffrey_Chaucer said.... I believe there are some real benefits from magnesium as far as helping your mood is concerned... I'm back on my bush doctor/grandaddy routine and have reincorporated blackstrap molasses back in the regimen.... I do about 2 tablespoons a day which may be 100 extra mgs of magnesium a day.... Its been about 10 days and I don't feel nowhere near as stressed out as I was before..... you may wanna cop a supp with a larger dosage.... but I definitely think there is something to it...

 

[Rawtid]

I was contemplating suicide like 3 months ago. I was planning it out but I just have too much responsibility. I’ve decided to make the best of things. I have to basically give myself a pep talk every morning and I’ve been walking in the cold mornings to clear my head and organize my thoughts.

 

[The Intergalactic Koala]

Breh...I probably had one of the most miserable years of my life:

• Almost was homeless
• My mother passed away
• Bills on top of bills
• Debt
• Wife losing her job due to false accusations

I damn near broke down in front of my doctor because of depression being my tomb. It got to the point where I was really considering hanging the shyt up, but I'm still standing. Things get better, while shyt gets worse. The only thing you can do as a individual in life is just roll with the punches and understand that there is somebody that's withstanding the same thing. Even though we often feel like we dealing with the shyt solo (I'm guilty of such feelings).

 

[King Musa]

My Aunt passing a while back had put me down a deep whole...My mother becoming mentally incapacitated put me in a deep whole...My biggest chip is that, I have an image of me having major stardom or being more...I feel like I should be something greater..larger...But, hey I've only just started my 20's so I'll give it some time and see what's in store for me.

 

[HopeKillCure]

I tend to feel this way as well from time to time. Wondering how life would be for me, if i went left instead of right . Wondering would i be better off than i am now. It always having me feeling like I'm 10 years behind where i should be and that give me a sense of desperation when trying to get where i want to be.

You should be dead, so you are not 10 years behind. I don't say this to be annoying or for shock value, I'm just legit reminding you of the race you will eventually lose with death. You could be years ahead and still lose early like Steve Jobs.

I had 10k in bitcoins, back when the price only cost me under $400. You miss good new chances when you waste time thinking about what could have been

 

[The Intergalactic Koala]

I have an image of me having major stardom...I feel like I should be something greater..larger...But, hey I've only just started my 20's so I'll give it some time and see what's in store for me.

Dude I'm 32 and feel like I missed the boat sometimes lol. Like I put a value on myself that expands beyond what I'm currently doing with my life. One day I want to be a beat maker on the level of Nujabes, while one day I want to take up photography. Like the sky's the limit, but it's all up to the dedication and focus that you put towards your dreams and how far you want to go to the top.

Me I would be happy with having a wikipedia page dedicated towards me as a legacy

 

[Silkk]

ITS JUST THE WEATHER CHANGE BREH

I felt like that last week. Wanted to just hibernate til March. Give it a week and see how you feel

 

[ozzy]

I play a game where I drive a bus. One where I drive a truck. One where I drive a train. And one where I build cities. I usually destroy the cities.

I need to ride the bus around again. Fresh air can activate euphoria.

can I ask what made you really feel like this you have to ask yourself. write down the things you think that are making you feel like this once you do that from there you see how to tackle it you never know it might have start when you are young oh think about when did all the feels started. a very meaningful thinking this kind of thing actually work. you will need to see a professional on this. I know how many black don't believe in mental illness but it is actually real don't be scared to fight it but first step is admitting you need help. I am here for you if you need more help to your journey