I hate being alive

[HopeKillCure]

Children is what most of y’all need. There’s only so far a man can go alone without a legacy

 

[Dontay Flaco]

I know that feeling all too well.

 

[RedCloakBlackWraithe]

it be like that sometimes. suck it up buttercup, this is life. judgement at it's finest. :gmswarning:

 

[Momentum]

 

[IShotTheSheriff]

Maybe, just maybe life is without meaning.

Or maybe the meaning is to find meaning in the first place.

I fall under the latter. Give it some meaning y'all. Listen to y'all inner child or it'll kill you.

 

[JahFocus CS]

The current structure of global human society sucks ass.

 

[AlainLocke]

The current structure of global human society sucks ass.

It really does...

 

[CM_Burns]

I don't smoke. There's not drug testing here (random) but just my luck (and it's bad) I blaze up and they institute a new drug policy. Then I'll really have something to be sad about.

*Zangief laugh*

Take shrooms. Seriously.

 

[zerorequiem]

It gets even more depressing when you start thinking about existentialism and how insignificant we can be. I've had feelings like yours. I still do sometimes. I wasn't blessed or born with what society thinks is at the top of the list. I was dealt the hand I was dealt. All we can do is try to make the best of it.

 

[Pazzy]

Felt like that this morning. Very used to it because been feeling like that off and on since 98/99

 

[l3lackstarr]

I've never felt that, so I don't understand that feeling fully. My thoughts revert to thinking there has to be more to this shyt than what we're living currently....and I want to find it.

This is why I want to try DMT

 

[ellessij]

If you need to talk...or Skype watch me pee. I'm here for you always.

 

[Dwolf]

You could do like I do, try to talk to people that lowkey want nothing to do with you. Im sure that will help

 

[Mastamimd]

I've never felt that, so I don't understand that feeling fully. My thoughts revert to thinking there has to be more to this shyt than what we're living currently....and I want to find it.

Doing so is so fukking depressing. At times I feel useless. Especially rabbit holes that you shouldn't go down. There's shyt out there that'll terrorize you man. I've never wanted out but, gotta make appearances, you know. Like I feel ultimately useless. I actually have love interests for once, hobbies, and all of that. For once I found a purpose but...it all seems like it was taken away and I got nothing man. Oh well, tomorrow or whatever. They say demons pray on loners, well, I'm a witness. Long story short ya know.

 

[Unknown Poster]

Sounds like extreme nihilism.

Frankly, I've learned to embrace nihilism more and more lately.
Maybe it's made me more cynical, but hey...I'm still alive, ticking, in good health, and looking like a champ so I guess it's helping me out somewhat.