I hate being alive

[LezJepzin]

It's Monday, we're all feeling like this

 

[Big Brown Areola]

At least you have a job.

 

[Turk]

 

[GrindtooFilthy]

ups and down what keep you alive

im down on my luck now but i know one day imma be on top

 

[Rarely-Wrong Liggins]

I'm sorry for bringing out this misery. I like to go through misery by myself so I actually feel bad (yes, you read that right) that I stirred up you guys' misery too.

It's pretty pathetic that most of us feel this way in the supposed "greatest country in America."

Thanks Obama.

 

[No Hook]

It's a different feeling than hating your life. When you hate your life you acknowledge that things can be better. When you hate being alive you acknowledge that nothing can make existence any better.

So, why won't you just die? Well, troll, I don't want to go to hell. While I don't fear death I'm not trying to get the express bus to the dark side of downtown. And I guess this feeling will pass eventually. Maybe. Who knows?

Freepost. Remember that shyt? No one says it anymore. Daps and reps.

Good afternoon.

Do you have any children?

 

[Mastamimd]

At least you have a job.

Yep. Ive been at it for God knows how long.

 

[Rarely-Wrong Liggins]

can I ask what made you really feel like this you have to ask yourself. write down the things you think that are making you feel like this once you do that from there you see how to tackle it you never know it might have start when you are young oh think about when did all the feels started. a very meaningful thinking this kind of thing actually work. you will need to see a professional on this. I know how many black don't believe in mental illness but it is actually real don't be scared to fight it but first step is admitting you need help. I am here for you if you need more help to your journey

Thanks breh. And trust me I believe in mental illness. I live it many more ways than this.

Do you have any children?

No, sadly.

 

[ozzy]

My Aunt passing a while back had put me down a deep whole...My mother becoming mentally incapacitated put me in a deep whole...My biggest chip is that, I have an image of me having major stardom or being more...I feel like I should be something greater..larger...But, hey I've only just started my 20's so I'll give it some time and see what's in store for me.

I will give this advice but take it how you want but you are putting yourself way too down you are a talented guy I have see your painting. you need to believe in yourself in order to do good in life because who else will to get to the stardom you wants it takes hard work to get there and you have that. you need to keep your mind in the right direction and someone to speak to when you want to voice your concerns. some celebrity have had those type of doubt before but overcomes them all you need to keep yourself to the right direction the opportunities will come to you. you never know when the opportunities will come just don't miss them and post your stuff more on social network not just on coil. sorry for your loss but don't live you life on them pass but the good memories you have with them I am sure they don't want to see you life go down this way and want better for you so it is you choice to prove them right and make your dream come through to make them happy where ever they are. they are looking down on you.

 

[NoChillJones]

I'm sorry for bringing out this misery. I like to go through misery by myself so I actually feel bad (yes, you read that right) that I stirred up you guys' misery too.

It's pretty pathetic that most of us feel this way in the supposed "greatest country in America."

Thanks Obama.

Actually ta majority of posters on these types of sites are lonely cats who are socially awkward. You all are basically saying you want or have wanted to commit suicide but your too scared to do it based on several reasons, but mostly the one that most of you never admit is you don't want to die, you just want better lives. Which is pretty much something a majority of people in the world wish. The person you think has the best life in the world is the one that could be suffering more then you could ever imagine.

Prime example. I live in a culdesac. Nice neighborhood. Mostly black, but towards the end of the block there is a white family with 2 little girls, and they are pretty much the nuclear family. I mean the have the nicest house on the block by far, nice cars out front, they walk alot around the neighborhood, 2 kids with the dog type shyt you know. Now because a majority of the block are black people we all pretty much kick it together and what not, but we all kind of see the family with the big ass house down the street you know. Its no hate or anything, but there is kind of an underlying thing that we know these fukkers are super paid.

Anyway, my wife is out talking to our next door neighbor last week and he dropped that the perfect family that we thought had it together, the fukking mother died of a meth over dose the day before. The house belonged to her parents and the kids we see are actually their grand kids. The mother was in and out of the kids lives from time to time and the time we would see them walking it was actually the girl and her father.

Long story short the grandparents came home to find their daughter over dosed dead while her kids were in the other room.

Moral of the story,......

 

[sanityovar8ted]

I was contemplating suicide like 3 months ago. I was planning it out but I just have too much responsibility. I’ve decided to make the best of things. I have to basically give myself a pep talk every morning and I’ve been walking in the cold mornings to clear my head and organize my thoughts.

 

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ups and down what keep you alive

im down on my luck now but i know one day imma be on top

there's a reason why a flatline is death

 

[Lo-Co]

I feel like I should be something greater..larger...But, hey I've only just started my 20's so I'll give it some time and see what's in store for me.

the same shyt im feeling right now. been fighting for years to prove myself and not let people treat me like im lesser than they are. i got the talent for radio and voice over, i just dont push myself hard enough. i keep giving myself a time line to get on by the time i hit 30, but idk. may not happen in the exact time frame i want it to.

 

[ozzy]

I AM HAPPY FOR THOSE WHO ADMITTED THINGS TODAY THIS IS ONE OF THE THE BIG STEPS INTO BETTERING YOUR LIFE AND NOW YOU HAVE DONE IT. YOU NOW LOOK FOR WHY YOU FEEL LIKE THIS, HOW TO TACKLE IT, COPE WITH IT AND IMPROVE YOUR LIFE FOR BETTER YOU WON'T SEE YOURSELF IN THIS STAGE AGAIN #LOVEYOURSELFMONDAY

 

[el_oh_el]

It's a different feeling than hating your life. When you hate your life you acknowledge that things can be better. When you hate being alive you acknowledge that nothing can make existence any better.

So, why won't you just die? Well, troll, I don't want to go to hell. While I don't fear death I'm not trying to get the express bus to the dark side of downtown. And I guess this feeling will pass eventually. Maybe. Who knows?

Freepost. Remember that shyt? No one says it anymore. Daps and reps.

Good afternoon.

Do you have any children?