I hate being alive

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It's a different feeling than hating your life. When you hate your life you acknowledge that things can be better. When you hate being alive you acknowledge that nothing can make existence any better.

So, why won't you just die? Well, troll, I don't want to go to hell. While I don't fear death I'm not trying to get the express bus to the dark side of downtown. And I guess this feeling will pass eventually. Maybe. Who knows?

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Good afternoon.


huh is there anything in your life that is making you feel like this way if there is don't worry about it the time will pass and you will look back and laugh about it don't let the you right now make you feel like this go out with your friends distract yourself from whatever you are thinking of because right now you ain't yourself and trust me it will go. everyone has once in their life being at this point so you can do it.
 

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I suggest a cocktail of supplements to help boost your mood


Imo scripts don't work n make u more depressed

They gave me some meds for PTSD n that shyt horrible



Take high doses of Maca root, tribulus, magnesium, zinc, caffeine like stimulants,


It might sound crazy
But the higher your cortisol level
The hornier and mentally focused u are and less likely to be depressed


Get as much p*ssy and beat ya meat a day
* I'm being serious too

Don't smoke weed or drink alcohol

Don't take any downers
Hit the gym
 
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I suggest a cocktail of supplements to help boost your mood


Imo scripts don't work n make u more depressed

They gave me some meds for PTSD n that shyt horrible



Take high doses of Maca root, tribulus, magnesium, zinc, caffeine like stimulants,


It might sound crazy
But the higher your cortisol level
The hornier and mentally focused u are and less likely to be depressed


Get as much p*ssy and beat ya meat a day
* I'm being serious too

Don't smoke weed or drink alcohol

Don't do take any downers
Hit the gym

Appreciate the advice good sir. I'll check out some supplements Thursday.
 

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Yeah I hate my life. Spend way too much time thinking about shyt I should have done differently which is dumb cause I can't change it but I still do it.

I often think it would be easier to not be
here.
I tend to feel this way as well from time to time. Wondering how life would be for me, if i went left instead of right :mjcry:. Wondering would i be better off than i am now. It always having me feeling like I'm 10 years behind where i should be and that give me a sense of desperation when trying to get where i want to be.
 

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huh is there anything in your life that is making you feel like this way if there is don't worry about it the time will pass and you will look back and laugh about it don't let the you right now make you feel like this go out with your friends distract yourself from whatever you are thinking of because right now you ain't yourself and trust me it will go. everyone has once in their life being at this point so you can do it.

Yeah, I'm also a recluse. That's probably part of the issue. All I do is work.
 

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I know exactly how you feel breh. I practically told my parents the same thing yesterday during an argument. I regret it deeply but sometimes you just get overwhelmed and say and feel things that aren't good for you. No matter what happens, you gotta maintain hope. Suicide isn't worth it because you never know what the future brings. Amidst all the drama, keep the faith and things will improve. I've had a great year so far and a few slick comments from my parents just triggered me so anyone can feel that way at one point or another. Just move on and find it deep in your heart to keep living. The world needs you even if you don't feel that way.

On a related note, I just found out last night that the Logic song 1800 something was about suicide. I always used to skip it on Pandora or the radio. I was driving back from my boys house and it was playing on the radio and I started listening to the words and it described my mood at the moment. That's the beauty of music. It can talk to you and make you put things in perspective.
 

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Yeah, I'm also a recluse. That's probably part of the issue. All I do is work.

well do you like playing video game that can take your mind off too and why don't you like meeting people. sometime it might be the bad energy from your workplaces is your workplace giving your any stress do you have anyone to talk to. talking on internet can actually help. people on internet can keeps your mind occupied from think about that just choose a different. you can talk about the subject you enjoy doing. you can go out by yourself since you like being by yourself while don't you take some break and go and enjoy yourself to any of your favorite place you love to go. look around . my auntie for example when she is in the mood she travels out of the country and clean her head and mind fresh air fresh environment it help clear your mind
 
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