I hate being alive

[Save $ not Hoes]

I'v been to another plane before without hallucinogens. I tap in via sleep paralysis.

Seems like you just hung up on time breh. You don' even have to worry about being alive forever ... guaranteed coming. You probably just tired of doing pointless shyt with your life.

 

[Take It In Blood]

 

[(Lean Ambrose)]

Thats why I do cocaine and drink like a fish after work, shyt sometimes AT work...
Lifes a fakkit ass bytch...

 

[Brehcepticon]

 

[Rarely-Wrong Liggins]

well shyt, ignore my suggestions then.

you’re already tapped in but you need to explore further & deeper.....look for some shyt not of this world breh

I had a guide one of those times so I went in pretty deep. She pulled me out of my body.

 

[Rarely-Wrong Liggins]

The universe doesn't give a fukk? fukk the universe then.

 

[Take It In Blood]

The universe doesn't give a fukk? fukk the universe then.

on a serious note tho, what i personally think u need is a couple sick days off, some weed, sugar (preferably cinnamon-buns with icing) and vagina.

 

[Beer Drinker]

Yeah I hate my life. Spend way too much time thinking about shyt I should have done differently which is dumb cause I can't change it but I still do it.

I often think it would be easier to not be
here.

 

[Hejdå]

I didn't take that serious. Give him some daps so his "joke" won't be in vain.

Sorry about your brother. That's rough.

Jesus...my condolences.

Thanks.

Yea it was fukked. Ain't never seen that shyt in person before. Like you think you can tolerate it if you ever did but nope. I was speechless.

Seems like you just hung up on time breh. You don' even have to worry about being alive forever ... guaranteed coming. You probably just tired of doing pointless shyt with your life.

Yea that's generally the basic train of though for severely depressed people. They just gotta find something or someone to connect to that gives them life.

 

[Apollo Kid]

Life summed up in a gif

 

[Kamikaze Revy]

You're wrong this time liggins

 

[AlainLocke]

What OP is feeling is apathy and anhedonia...

It won't get better OP....

It won't....

 

[(Lean Ambrose)]

Don't do that.

My brother did that last week. Found him hanging in my backyard shed. It's the most shook I've ever been in my life. Whatever cats are going through work through it and talk to someone cuz trust yall gonna be leaving someone in pain.

Goddamn man Im sorry to hear that...
Real shyt may your brehs soul rest easy...
Did you notice anything off about him?...

 

[666 ReVeNGe 666]

I have depression and anxiety but ever since last Wednesday ive bee n feeling amazing.

I think the combination of going back to the gym and getting some dome from wifey did something to me

But, idk your financial situation or or love life or anything like that but I had to take a step back and realize that I appreciate my life and everything I have.

You have to dig deep and find the source of your sadness.

And if you have depression like me then it is not a source but you have to figure out the trigger which causes you to feel depressed.

I wish there was more I could say or do but I am not sure exactly what your lifestyle is like and everything but if you want to talk I am here.

There will be literally days or weeks I would feel like I want to die every day but I have not felt that way in a while and I really think mentally you have to be strong and you have to exercise as much as you can because that really helps.

 

[Hejdå]

Goddamn man Im sorry to hear that...
Real shyt may your brehs soul rest easy...
Did you notice anything off about him?...

Yea he was depressed for like a year. He made attempts before as well but never followed through, we'd always just find him crying or something. We tried talking to him n stuff but I guess over time it just got worse. The morning he did it there was writing on his desk talking bout he's a fukk up and all sorts of depressing notes that he made with a knife.