Got fired from my job for being drunk on the clock

[Positive Poster]

I got a family to support. It's not my first time drinking at work. I don't do it often. Only on days where I can't get certain thoughts out my head. It impedes my productivity at work. Alchohol helps me feel nothing. Helps my mind be somewhat blank. I over indulged and had too much. Assistant GM had to drive me home in the middle of my shift. Owner and GM had to let me go. I'm drinking as I write this. I don't drink often. I don't heavy drink I mean unless it's a dark day. I can't predict my emotions. A man who can't control his emotions is no man at all. Alchohol helps me control my emotions. Everyone thinks I'm crazy. They all pity me

Im not sure how to move forward without alchohol. It really helps me. I'm trapped and my life is so fukked up. I'm back to square one. I'm gonna have to take a shyt job somewhere so I can get back on my feet. My wife no longer trusts me. She can't depend on me anymore. She has one foot outside the door. I'm losing my mind and in the process, I'm losing my family.

You have an inner voice, the one that takes over when you are drunk and gains more power the closer you get to blacking out.

Be careful of its whispers. It seeks to destroy you and will find any and every reason to make you miserable. It will spin the positive things in your life into a negative. Blame past traumas, anything, everything and everyone around you for perceived problems in your life. Yet it alone is the main problem. You think its whispers are thoughts of your own but they are not. When did it first start?

The more depressed you are and intoxicated the more it is able to feed and use you.

You just can’t see it yet but one day will, if lucky. It has 1000s of years of experience and knows you well but its weakness is in being discovered out of hiding.

In short, learn how to be yourself at all times

 

[semicko82]

Alcohol is top 3 life destroyer yet legal

What are the other two?

 

[Positive Poster]

 

[KnickstapeCity]

I got a family to support. It's not my first time drinking at work. I don't do it often. Only on days where I can't get certain thoughts out my head. It impedes my productivity at work. Alchohol helps me feel nothing. Helps my mind be somewhat blank. I over indulged and had too much. Assistant GM had to drive me home in the middle of my shift. Owner and GM had to let me go. I'm drinking as I write this. I don't drink often. I don't heavy drink I mean unless it's a dark day. I can't predict my emotions. A man who can't control his emotions is no man at all. Alchohol helps me control my emotions. Everyone thinks I'm crazy. They all pity me

Im not sure how to move forward without alchohol. It really helps me. I'm trapped and my life is so fukked up. I'm back to square one. I'm gonna have to take a shyt job somewhere so I can get back on my feet. My wife no longer trusts me. She can't depend on me anymore. She has one foot outside the door. I'm losing my mind and in the process, I'm losing my family.

Nah, you got fired from your job for having a big dikk on the clock, breh.

 

[King_Kamala61]

What are the other two?

p*ssy and Marriage

 

[King_Kamala61]

Nah, you got fired from your job for having a big dikk on the clock, breh.

@CHICAGO

MODS!!!!!!

 

[semicko82]

I drank vodka like a whale from 2007 to December 31, 2014, and officially stopped cold turkey on January 1, 2015. Easier said than done, yes, but it's not impossible. Everyone is different, you just need to find a way. There are dozens of outlets that can be helpful.

I feel you, but still easier said than done

 

[maxamusa]

breh you gotta tighten up and take care of the fam FR FR

 

[KBtheKey]

Gotta use some coke or x pills if u wanna drink at work and not be obviously intoxicated. Speaking from experience. They can smell it on you but if they have no reason to think you're actually drunk then they can't do shyt about it

 

[Dynamite James]

I got a family to support. It's not my first time drinking at work. I don't do it often. Only on days where I can't get certain thoughts out my head. It impedes my productivity at work. Alchohol helps me feel nothing. Helps my mind be somewhat blank. I over indulged and had too much. Assistant GM had to drive me home in the middle of my shift. Owner and GM had to let me go. I'm drinking as I write this. I don't drink often. I don't heavy drink I mean unless it's a dark day. I can't predict my emotions. A man who can't control his emotions is no man at all. Alchohol helps me control my emotions. Everyone thinks I'm crazy. They all pity me

Im not sure how to move forward without alchohol. It really helps me. I'm trapped and my life is so fukked up. I'm back to square one. I'm gonna have to take a shyt job somewhere so I can get back on my feet. My wife no longer trusts me. She can't depend on me anymore. She has one foot outside the door. I'm losing my mind and in the process, I'm losing my family.

Sign for therap

 

[maxamusa]

Gotta use some coke or x pills if u wanna drink at work and not be obviously intoxicated. Speaking from experience. They can smell it on you but if they have no reason to think you're actually drunk then they can't do shyt about it

dawg he can't even handle drink....u think hard drugs gonna do him favors

 

[maxamusa]

OP u n me always been cool n I'm riding 4 u.....ignore these posters tell u 2 get therapy RN...RN u need to worry about securing a job and keep the money rolling in. That above all us. Deal with your demons later.

 

[feelosofer]

Alcohol is taking everything from you. I struggled with drinking too then got better. Get help and therapy. PM if you feel comfortable.

 

[Big Boda]

Irresponsible asf. Deep down you already knew what you were doing. You were tired of that job if you were gambling it like that for a drink. now ya fam gotta suffer for you to wake up

Dusty self sabotage type shyt. Hope you don't mean you got babies to feed acting like this. You knew better but said gulp hiccup fuk this job

How you remember you got a fam to feed now after everything messed up and not before cracking the seal

 

[Professor Emeritus]

Sounds like you need some Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) or something of that nature, breh. Not just a counselor to talk to, but someone who can put you through a rigorous program to change your thought patterns to something more effective. Being forced to drink in order to make the thoughts go away is no way to live life.