Should've got a vape pen
Alcohol = one of Lucifer's most popular & effective weapons of mass destruction.
for me the problem is uppers turn me into a bottomless pit, it raises the amount i can drink before passing out by at least a fifth. setting aside the problem of temporarily being a BOOZE-FUELED RACE CAR, this leads to tolerance going up even when drinking while not on stimulants. now you have two heart problems to deal with, stim use and harsher withdrawals. it really sucks when you have the shakes and don't know if it's cause you haven't been drinking enough or cause of the adderall.Uppers/stimulants offset the disorientation part of being drunk. Like I said, speaking from experience. You right tho, not everybody can properly maintain even when mixing
Damn bruh. I prolly should try to take it easyfor me the problem is uppers turn me into a bottomless pit, it raises the amount i can drink before passing out by at least a fifth. setting aside the problem of temporarily being a BOOZE-FUELED RACE CAR, this leads to tolerance going up even when drinking while not on stimulants. now you have two heart problems to deal with, stim use and harsher withdrawals. it really sucks when you have the shakes and don't know if it's cause you haven't been drinking enough or cause of the adderall.
I don't know how people get to be addicted to such a horrid tasting substance..
he got a wife n kids 2 provide for
Is this for real?I got a family to support. It's not my first time drinking at work. I don't do it often. Only on days where I can't get certain thoughts out my head. It impedes my productivity at work. Alchohol helps me feel nothing. Helps my mind be somewhat blank. I over indulged and had too much. Assistant GM had to drive me home in the middle of my shift. Owner and GM had to let me go. I'm drinking as I write this. I don't drink often. I don't heavy drink I mean unless it's a dark day. I can't predict my emotions. A man who can't control his emotions is no man at all. Alchohol helps me control my emotions. Everyone thinks I'm crazy. They all pity me
Im not sure how to move forward without alchohol. It really helps me. I'm trapped and my life is so fukked up. I'm back to square one. I'm gonna have to take a shyt job somewhere so I can get back on my feet. My wife no longer trusts me. She can't depend on me anymore. She has one foot outside the door. I'm losing my mind and in the process, I'm losing my family.