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As I said before, my pet theory is that you have been introduced to toxins or heavy metals in the water of your rat-infested, dirty, NYCHA apartment. This would explain the unrelenting aggression, the inability to empathize with others, which has led to emotional instability, major cognitive deficiencies, and a particularly acute need to interject yourself into the personal lives of strangers for the sake of your faggy little discord group. It would also explain the innate need to dominate any and all conversations.