I used to be too. Not only because I used to get curved but because I wasn't attracted to them anyway. I used to get the "you sound white" shyt a lot as well. Then I started bangin' and they were all
And then I got out of that and got back on my grind, and started to see how many sistas were having kids and shyt. I didn't even date or fukk a BW until I was like 17 or so because I was at the mindset. Literally didn't want to be around a lot of sistas, they just weren't my scene and not into the things I was into.
I'm 21 now, and they all either have kids, aren't about anything, are about things but Or flat out taken.
this is the best me I've been though. I'm aware, secure, and Conscious. I know my worth and it's hard to hurt my feelings now. It's my hope that I can be with and marry a BW one day. If not?
And I ain't gotta tell you about some of the BW hEre in the city, you're from here. You know the deal.
Sounds like you still on that .