I forgot to come back to this, but I've had a read, imma keep it real with you.
At your size, you need to make
small and
sustainable changes, you should have been spinning your wheels long enough by now to realize that these extreme diets or exercise right now is not sustainable for you.
Excercising is great and all but you need to keep it real and understand you are way over eating and destroying any progress made.
You started this thread in September, its been about 25 weeks. You could have taken it slow and steady and lost 2lbs a week for a total of 50lbs by now. Even 1lb a week is still 25 down.
So how do I suggest you approach it? You need to start building healthier habits.
LITTLE BY LITTLE, I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH.
1) Start to improve your diet a little bit, cut out soda for a week, then make a goal of two weeks, then continue etc. If you find thats too hard cut out soda for a single meal, do that for a week, then make it two meals etc. Then start replacing a meal with a salad (the earlier in the day the meal is, the stronger your will power, if you tell yourself you are going to have a salad for dinner and eat bullshyt up until then, its real easy to just say fukk it at the end of the day too)
2) Walk a little bit regularly and build upon it. Don't worry about clocking in an hour walk one day then taking 5 days to recover. Walk for 20 mins, 3 times a week for example. Then increase to 30 mins, over time you can then increase the days / duration of the walk.
There are so many methods that I could reel off as many in the thread have done but I'll just echo what
@The ADD has been saying, you are almost guranteed to end up right back where you started if you try to dive right in with all this complex shyt, you need to keep it real simple and keep it real with yourself. Hopefully, over time, you start to find your own motivation and your own reasons to keep going.
I'll just leave you with this interesting journey, if you listen, I suggest to listen to the whole thing so you have full context but there is nothing I or anyone can really tell you, it has to come from you.