This is my point:
A martial artist once came up to Bruce Lee and asked him to teach him everything he knows about Martial arts.
Bruce Lee grabbed two cups, filled both with water, handed him one, and held the other. Bruce said, "when you empty out your cup will you be ready to learn"
Your problem is you're trying to force everything people are trying to tell you into YOUR world view. Life doesn't work like that. To be taught you need to assume the role of a student, a sponge, an empty cup. Not debate and argue trying to force it into the box you already have.
Until you get that concept your mind will keep flip flopping in the same place JUST as you've been doing in this thread and the Kevin Gates thread.
You say your looking for truth but You are not. Somebody who's looking for truth actually considers it then tests it for himself. You and
@aaaaaaa are doing nothing but debating, waiting for someone to HAND shyt to you. You're in here asking to be convinced.
How can you say you're looking for truth when you say "it seems like it's just "self hypnosis". You're already forming a conclusion right there.