I try to be positive but my mind is negative.
"the universe is listening; be careful what you say in it"
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originalblackmanfromughh
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Very sorry to hear that breh... everyones path is different. My cousin did Shrooms once & it changed him & he has been on a completely different path since then. Just as I have a stripper friend who tried to become enlightened through spirituality etc & eventually went back because she said it wasn't real just temporary.
Different strokes for different folks I guess... you'll find your way...
When I say short lived, I mean an entire year. If I stopped at doing it so often, it may have been a different experience. I didnt really respect it for what it was. I didnt take the time to process, I dove right back in until I just became confused about what the benefits truly are. I felt like some sort of cosmic joker. I think theres a deeper level of connection to nature with mushrooms that doesnt exist with acid or DMT (smoked) which is so powerful you hardly can reflect on it. Its intense and you see things you felt were there and youre like "I knew it".
But for all, do try it once in your life. It was one of the prerequisites for working at Apple as Steve Jobs believe it changed his life.
After you get the message hang up the phone.
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So..... mind over matter
'The Secret' is such a sickening, laughably stupid narcissistic, ideology….My closet friend likes that shyt, we go at it sometimes…but it isn't really a fair argument. Last time I was saying
'so the 43 mexican students who were abducted by the Army, a(nd social institutions that are supposed to protect them) and cartel sicarios, killed and dumped in a mass grave, still undiscovered…..they brought that on themselves….you don't think there was one positive thinker in that group'?
It's such a repulsive way of thinking, encourages systematic and sanctioned inequality, victim blaming, classim, etc etc.
'so the 43 mexican students who were abducted by the Army, a(nd social institutions that are supposed to protect them) and cartel sicarios, killed and dumped in a mass grave, still undiscovered…..they brought that on themselves….you don't think there was one positive thinker in that group'?
It's such a repulsive way of thinking, encourages systematic and sanctioned inequality, victim blaming, classim, etc etc.
I was picking up the negativity and anger from my employer (who I now think is rascist, lol)
It was a slow poison and soul crushing thats been going on since I heard a cry for help from his daughter lingering around me a few months awhile back. Since then I knew something was up.
Recently everything's been pressuring me, I think it has something to do with the Jupiter transit. I skipped work when it was apparent that they knew that I knew my employer isn't what he seems, but all subtle on some Gus vs Walter shyt.
After a 4 day haitus, during which my body detoxed. I felt the pain of the abuse and anger his family suffered. I was trapped in the matrix for a minute. I experienced infinity, consciousness lock, where everything I was thinking was me. I understood soul DNA, I think I'm connected to Malcolm X and a few other powerful souls.
I felt trapped in my destiny, like I was being propelled to my future wether I like it or not. I felt chosen to continue on the other of people I respect and look up to. Like they were training me for this and they all knew exactly who I was. I understood how consciousness time travels. How everything exists at once in a time line, and yet is shiftable.
I looked up some Pleidian channeling which made me sick, probably purging my field for me. And then a Sirian channeling, which calmed me down and allowed me to exist as an individual being on a normal time line. They day was Blue Magnetic Night on the Mayan Calendar. "I am the stillness that is the dancing." Which helped calm and center me.
I felt the negative thought forms of my coworkers. I heard what they actually think of me. Very ugly and hateful things. Gossip is so ugly. But now I see them truly. It was an intervention. They think me a slave. I am too humble at times. I can feel when their suxking my soul even now.
Very overwhelming. I tasted mushrooms, so I figured the last bit of them was being purged from my system. Which comforted me. @Indica gave me some good advice right before or during all this, I can't remember. I was in bed for four days. I thought the world ended AND was saved. I was afraid to do outside, lol. But thankfully, it takes time.
Today I printed out some pictures of Anubis doing His work and posted it in and around my tattoo room for protection. Packed some crystals too.
Then bam, an old friend walks in and wants a Hermes tattoo. Hermes and Anubis are connected in Egypt/Greek history. I consider Anubis my patron God of tattooing, as we both prepare bodies for voyage. I think I was chosen for this brehs.
last time thy did shrooms in abundance(like 8-9 grams)i literally hit a point where i thought thy twas going to faint/die&had to literally walk in inches to make it to the bathroom,hit thy knees in front of the sacred alkhemical porcelain,went to cleanse,didn't(didn't eat shyt that day),yet thy still felt much better..then sat on the tub and meditated/got thy bearings back and went to lay down in the dark(
) and almost instantly floated to space,came back down and entered the King's Chamber of Triple Darkness for a spell,then proceeded outside the pyramids,then entered a sacred fountain and listened to it&light chanting,thee funny thing is at this point i was blind/couldn't see,but thy mind kept repeating "Taj Mahal",maybe next time i'll be blessed enough to actually see it,in'shallah..after that i went back into thy sister's living room and saw a huge portrait of the Eye Of Heru(pbuh) on her wall in perfect symmetry,it twas black&calcium(ha,a code within itself...!)copper silicate...
and when a distant instant replay of a particular "break down" thy had comes back to thy memory banks of Nile i'll share,mi diablo ahk,thy memories only come back to me in certain frequency belts,i can't just "access" certain memories off top anymore,it has to be in streams of consciousness,which just shows what a 360 thy mind has done in some sense cause i used to have somewhat of a photographic memory,but thy had to re-tune that shyt cause thy just had far too much trauma,pain,even lightweight PTSD for the shyt i've been through as a kid,and concurrently thy would cling on to the few good things like static electricity on Linus's blanket,which isn't healthy per say cause you try to chisel your current experiences to match those..
when thy read that Einstein didn't even memorize his own fukkin address or phone number thy knew i had to rotate the gears/perform a celestial exorcism..rote memorization is no bueno,precisely the problem with Ameri3kan education,too much storage of left brain drivel..
originalblackmanfromughh
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Once you take 5+ gs of mushrooms, your ego is so destroyed you actually have less fear than a typical 2-3g trip. You just feel truth pour into you and there is no ego to fight it. Its like a stream of knowledge you cant debate. Some is painful and I keep a tape recorder, if I can move.
Darkness, silence, closed eyes, 5-8 gs, youre going to have a very meaningful experience that is not like drugs. Solo is fine for this type of work and often preferred.
Darkness, silence, closed eyes, 5-8 gs, youre going to have a very meaningful experience that is not like drugs. Solo is fine for this type of work and often preferred.
small minded thinking breh... sounds like someone brainwashed to believe they only live once...
Conscious as fukk... it feels like a dream until you get good at it then it feels like THIS... then when you get really advanced THIS feels more like a dream...
Like I said breh... try it for YOURSELF... you can't go off of other peoples words not even mind but you keep convincing yourself it isn't real by going off of what OTHERS have said...
Going around discrediting it without finding out for YOURSELF ain't doin' you no good...
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Conscious as fukk... it feels like a dream until you get good at it then it feels like THIS... then when you get really advanced THIS feels more like a dream...
Like I said breh... try it for YOURSELF... you can't go off of other peoples words not even mind but you keep convincing yourself it isn't real by going off of what OTHERS have said...
Going around discrediting it without finding out for YOURSELF ain't doin' you no good...
can you give give the detailed process of how astral projection is done then?¿?¿?¿
last time thy did shrooms in abundance(like 8-9 grams)i literally hit a point where i thought thy twas going to faint/die&had to literally walk in inches to make it to the bathroom,hit thy knees in front of the sacred alkhemical porcelain,went to cleanse,didn't(didn't eat shyt that day),yet thy still felt much better..then sat on the tub and meditated/got thy bearings back and went to lay down in the dark(
after that i went back into thy sister's living room and saw a huge portrait of the Eye Of Heru(pbuh) on her wall in perfect symmetry,it twas black&calcium(ha,a code within itself...!)copper silicate...
and when a distant instant replay of a particular "break down" thy had comes back to thy memory banks of Nile i'll share,mi diablo ahk,thy memories only come back to me in certain frequency belts,i can't just "access" certain memories off top anymore,it has to be in streams of consciousness,which just shows what a 360 thy mind has done in some sense cause i used to have somewhat of a photographic memory,but thy had to re-tune that shyt cause thy just had far too much trauma,pain,even lightweight PTSD for the shyt i've been through as a kid,and concurrently thy would cling on to the few good things like static electricity on Linus's blanket,which isn't healthy per say cause you try to chisel your current experiences to match those..
when thy read that Einstein didn't even memorize his own fukkin address or phone number thy knew i had to rotate the gears/perform a celestial exorcism..rote memorization is no bueno,precisely the problem with Ameri3kan education,too much storage of left brain drivel..
What you desrcribed reminded me of The Emerald Tablets of Thoth. Please look that shyt up!
The_King_of_Everything
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what did you discover breh?
right on bruh,i know,tis why i added the
for emphasis,thy is a vagabond/solitaire loner/slightly solipsistic cat,no problem with being alone in pitch blackness,that's thy creative void...
thy twas just surprised,cause though thou has been zoned on a wide range of entheogens/d'rugs that particular night Teonanacatl wasn't not even playing with the enlightenment,even when thou imbibed ayahuscua(mash'allah) it didn't strike me that hard&at light speed like the booms,thy hit a bogey and that shyt just smashed thy ajna,like i said i was slow walkin like thou was on DXM or wet,haha..btw in'shallah in advance but the shaman told me&thy ahk(in bond,not blood)that he never had "first timers"(in this incarnation) take as much as we did...but i'm sure he prolly wasn't used to having children so experienced with pineal stimulation..hahahawhen thy twas in Khemet i twas lost for hours meditating in the White Desert by self,thy ahki&tour guides were worried like hades
that something happened to moi,when i started meditating it twas around 3-4 pm,by the time i came out it was night&thy opened my eyes and it literally looked like the surface of Aset/a living snow globe,so many stars,it twas what heaven on Amma could be...
thy can't wait to get on my Altered States(man)shyt and enter thee womb of a sensory deprivation tank whilst zoned on entheogens..actually,i'm ready to do it sober/on a cleanse too,gotta set a baseline for thy self alkhemical studies...in'shallah
anyhow,pardon the rambling bruh's&bruhettes,i'm quite zoned now off kratom/weed tea,a few yills,and kush,this thread re-invigorated thy love for thee interwebs again,hahaha...
can you give give the detailed process of how astral projection is done then?¿?¿?¿
The 'EASIEST' Method (For Beginners, Requires NO Advanced Techniques Or Relaxation Needed Because The Body & Mind Have Rested)
1.) Go To Sleep (Normally)
2.) Wake Up (Set Your Alarm For An Hour Earlier Then You Normally Wake Up)
3.) Stay Up (Stay Up For 20-30 Mins)
4.) Go Back To Sleep (Go Back To Sleep)
5.) While Laying On Your Back, Hands Across Your Solar Plexus, Repeat "(ANY THREE WORD MANTRA)" In Your Head (Attempt To Avoid Other Thoughts)
6.) Vibrations (By Repeating The Mantra The Mind Is Focused On ONE Dominant Thought While Falling Asleep Creating Paralysis & Dimensional Shift)
7.) Exit (Most People Roll Over, Some Sit Up)
For example. I'll go to sleep at 11pm & usually wake up at 6am. Instead, I interrupt my sleep at 4am. I stay up until 4:30 so my Mind is fresh & since the body has slept it is relaxed and needs no REAL advanced relaxation technique. The body has also just left the dream stage so it is still in tune with it. Going back to sleep while keeping your Mind awake will trigger the Vibration Stage.
This is the SIMPLE Method that requires no real Technique except to keep the mind is focused on 1 thought or phrase while the body falls asleep.
Without getting into all the energy work & techniques & technicals just remember the basis for Astral Projection is this...
This is The BASIC.
EDIT: 4/23/16 @EQ.
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small minded thinking breh... sounds like someone brainwashed to believe they only live once...
Assuming you mean me, in terms of small minded thinking…..Are you talking reincarnation? I had this talk with someone whom I generally consider to be a self centered, spoiled idiot, with delusions of intellect…..Not to paint you with same brush at all….His stance was essentially as narcissistic, self centered and self praising as 'The Secret, same bullshyt rationale for inequality, suffering, tragedy, misery….The main point was that anything that happens bad to someone, is because of who they were in a previous life. The fact that he could say that with a straight face, next to someone whose grandmother is dying from leukemia is black humor at it's most tragic. Personally, there are things that I can't explain in the world, sure….but all this bullshyt, to me, is just a rationalization and comfort blanket for the smug, the arrogant, the greedy to take comfort in their existence, and blame those without their comforts for their own circumstances….that works until your mom gets raped and murdered in a home invasion gone bad or something, 'oh I guess she earned that in a previous life'….was my counter argument.
You've already got your mind made up breh... I can only salute you in your further journey of life...
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