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KingZimbabwe said:
I don’t even know where to go

I’m fully convinced that this entire society is stacked against me.

I graduated from a top school (which is literally meaningless because I got no network out of it)

I don’t know anyone. Can’t contact anyone to put me on, can’t do shyt except get rejected in literally every application I put out there.

I try not to compare myself to those I went to school with but their all doing crazy good now because they either made those networks or were already in the position for their career. I’m talking 6 figures off the bat type shyt.

I feel like I missed the train. I didn’t know how important that shyt was bc I was literally a first generation student with no real guidance on how to work this shyt. I just thought graduating was enough.

I literally don’t know where to go. My ego won’t let me get a minimum wage job just because I know I’m worth so much more than that.

I’ve gotten doors slammed in my face too many times already to keep trying to appease these people to let me get a foot in.

Come from a family with zero generational wealth or connections - everyone around me is already living in poverty.

Idk breh I just don’t know what to do. I really have no fukking idea at this point. Hedged all my bets on this one investment and it’s legit worthless. Now the shyt is sinking in and all I wanna do is lay in bed to escape from it.
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You got it good to be honest
You’re young, have a degree, and no kids dragging you down.
If I were you I’ll looking into moving to another state
Do something different
Work a different type of job
I wish I was your age again I’ll do things much more different
 
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96Blue said:
Kind of a personal question, but how can I be more masculine?

I used to fight a lot when I was a kid and didn't have any fight or flight responses or anything, I used to take a lot of fades, but as I've gotten older, fight or flight has taken over, Brehs.

It's to a point where I avoid confrontation even though confrontation is a good thing because I don't want mufuggas thinking they can say whatever or do whatever to me or around me and I will just be okay with it.

And I'm not trying to fight the whole world or every man that chooses to say something to me, but I should always be ready for it, if it gets to that.
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Your 1st problem is thinking masculine means fighting
 
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going through it again.

woke up shytty thinking about how much im failing right now. thinking about how many good things i've just let burn down in front of me.
cant stop obsessing over i girl i ruined it with. she was ready to help me change my whole life but i wasn't in the right place at the time.

then got another rejection email from a job. i send out like atleast 10 applications every other day
then if i do get some shytty job i cant stand it for more than 2 months. trying to conserve money but drowning it into insurance and mental health costs, that im soon gonna not be able to get. so i wont even have that to lean on.

dont even have any friends to turn to, they're sick of me. dont feel content or confident enough to get close to anyone. haven't worked out seriously or been eating right in months.

i feel like i cant stretch this shyt out anymore. i just need someone to pick up the phone
 
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When I Hit This Lick said:
going through it again.

woke up shytty thinking about how much im failing right now. thinking about how many good things i've just let burn down in front of me.
cant stop obsessing over i girl i ruined it with. she was ready to help me change my whole life but i wasn't in the right place at the time.

then got another rejection email from a job. i send out like atleast 10 applications every other day
then if i do get some shytty job i cant stand it for more than 2 months. trying to conserve money but drowning it into insurance and mental health costs, that im soon gonna not be able to get. so i wont even have that to lean on.

dont even have any friends to turn to, they're sick of me. dont feel content or confident enough to get close to anyone. haven't worked out seriously or been eating right in months.

i feel like i cant stretch this shyt out anymore. i just need someone to pick up the phone
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Is there anything going good in your life
 
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semicko82 said:
You got it good to be honest
You’re young, have a degree, and no kids dragging you down.
If I were you I’ll looking into moving to another state
Do something different
Work a different type of job
I wish I was your age again I’ll do things much more different
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I’ll take your perspective breh, from where I am all I see is closed doors and missed opportunity

Maybe I’m just not seeing everything
 
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I've been running on empty since before the Covid first hit and lockdowns happened across the world.
With the odd few days where I've felt okay because I've managed to briefly put things to the back of my mind.
Life is literally just full of frequent burn outs.

Unproductiveness is killing me right now, so easy to procrastinate on irrelevant ish.

Stuck in the same mud I was stuck in this time last year.

My outlet is the internet which is bad, as I need the internet to do the more pressing things that are pilling up so not like I can completely just cut it off.

Sat in Library to get out the house to get shyt done and here I am on TheColi lol.

I dont think I've got the balls to ever do it personally but I completely understand why people off themselves, when shyt gets tough for an extended period of time.

Gyms back open was meaning to go yesterday but didnt have the energy...So gonna try tonight and use that as my outlet:unimpressed:

Stay up Coli 6 Figures and happiness to the whole gang:pachaha:
 
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