richaveli83
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I got a 3% raise. My manager said it could have possibly been higher if I hadn't called off so much this year. I called off five times in one month!
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CreepyMcCreeperson
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I made myself pasta for lunch, and now I want to take a nap. I have to work.
In all seriousness, i do not blame anybody for isolating themselves away from the world we are living in today. From the web to dealing with people/the world for real, shyt will make you sick physically and mentally. Cant even go to these mental health folks for help because sadly, a lot of them are on some bullshyt too. Youll be either waiting for them to call you or get a counselor who probably doesnt care. Im speaking as one of those 1 in 5 adults.
im just strong enough to deal with it as loneliness and being alone has been a common theme in my life for as long as i can remember. As a child, i would remember when i would be in the next room by myself while my family would be in the living room watching tv and interacting. Nobody would bother me or check on me to see if i was okay. Then there were the times i would get rejected from social circles to the point where i was told i wasnt wanted around to my face or just ignored. 
Its like i was trained to be that way so its like nothing to me. It has its disadvantages and potential harmful side effects obviously but somehow ive been able to manage. I was forced to be alone even when i didnt want to be so as a kid, i would eventually begin to start talking to myself starting when i was around 8, 9 or 10 because i didnt have anybody to talk to about certain things or certain times and still do it to this day. I do have people and family but its NOTHING for me to go off the grid and be noncommunicative for a long period of time. I actually get more uncomfortable being around other people for extended periods of time than i am when im alone that i actually even isolate myself or dart off into my own space where i can be alone. And im not a "sigma male" either or these stupid ass terminologies created by these capitalists looking to profit off of this bullshyt like certain youtubers.
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colicolicoli
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I just spent over $100 on my Beatrix Kiddo (Kill Bill) costume. I’m accepting all Halloween party invites!!
You got black folks going harder for other groups besides their own. Ive seen more black people on here go harder for palestinians than other black people. Even going as far as to support white supremacists. Smh. The self hate and anti blackness is real.
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richaveli83
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When stuff happens in life, all I can do is
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I actually have a goal in mind in terms of a career. Not going to say what it is though. Im working on it. Just have to be more disciplined with how i handle my money which in recent time, i am finally becoming more better at. Saving up with a goal in mind
Still confused to why i have an interest in the death penalty and executions in the US mostly after post furman. Ive had this interest for now 30 years. As twisted as it sounds, ive actually thought a bit about being a citizen witness to an execution. A side of me is curious to see it at work, another side of me is like i dont want to see someone get killed. Autism is weird like that. I have an interest in prisons too. Wish they could actually provide tours but im aware of the history of prisons and how they are modern day plantations, the 13th amendment and so on.
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No more PAWGs, PLEASE??!!!??
How many times has Nap been bushed or banned?
letti cook
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damn im in a funk 
i gotta do some plottin when i get home
i gotta do some plottin when i get home
as a black man, its been a fantastic week so far
all glory to The Most High
all glory to The Most High
