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Dallas, Texas but living in Houston, Texas
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To tell you the truth, my adult life has been just as wack and disappointing as my childhood and teenage years. The world around me got worse too. Society is trash but a lot of yall think that shyt is dope. Being sober in a world like this is easy but your mental health will take a damn hit with all the bullshyt out here. I can understand why this society makes people crazy. The food is poison, the air is poison, theres a lot of toxic people out here that are poisoned spreading their sicknesses out here not even knowing they are poisoned that want you to be poisoned too, cant even trust the doctors to help because they giving out poison instead of healing, and so much bullshyt. Wtf is this shyt? And i refuse to give up so i guess my purpose is the create hope to counter the bullshyt. I refuse to be apart of the bullshyt or let it get me. This is why i stay in attack mode.

I have my issues but shyt isnt helping being around this shyt or living in a world like this. I find myself fighting myself often just to survive and do the basic shyt because i dont even feel or want to do shyt. It sucks.
 
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Perception is everything.

Look at it like this as an example. If you are a grown adult still living under your parents roof and it just so happens to be a house, you can look at it as generational wealth being passed down to you vs you being seen as a failure that is being taken care of by your parents because you cant afford a place to live. :yeshrug: basically if you know how to manage your insecurities with life, situations, yourself and etc, you win. Never let insecurities run your life or let other people make you insecure with yourself where you end up doing stupid shyt to appease people who too havent learned to manage theirs.

I always find it weird when other people admit to me about regretting doing certain things because they were insecure with themselves where they hear me admit to not being in a certain place in life. Certain things arent what they are cracked up to be. :yeshrug:
 

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:mindblown: im going to buy a sampling machine. Rza is a musical genius. 7th chamber is one of my favorite songs of all time. Beat describes my personality well. Shook ones, i gotcha back, eye for an eye, ny state of mind.. those dark type of records.
 
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Just more shyt i thought about

You got a lot of people that have poor relationships with themselves (think about that for a second because I know a lot of people dont want to face this which is why you have a lot of people who dont know how to be alone let alone enjoy their own company) looking for other people to love them, tolerate them, accept them, care for them, and etc because they cant do that for themselves and theyre not even trying to learn how to. If you are one of those people, stop bullshytting and get your ass some help to work on developing a better relationship with yourself. The only good relationship you need is with YOURSELF.

People should treat their mental health just like their physical health. In other words, you should be going for a check up with a therapist or a mental health practioner like you go to a physical doctor for a check up every year.

You cant substitute the therapist chair with the internet.
 

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how do yall feel in family dynamics when the love isnt being reciprocated? ive shown mad love to the fam they’ll borrow mad money frm me but still not give me proper appreciation since my inception as a middle child, blk sheep. ngl hurting rn. i get treated like another stranger. like sht. always try to keep it thurl, yet nikkas dont care. they neurosurgeons and pediatricians to be, so they treat all ur favors like ur below them still. idgaf anymore.
What is love?
 
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i been trying to book a flight online for like 3 days but whenever it gets to the choose seats page it just keeps loading and loading
what if it's god telling me don't fly cuz the plane gonna crash :lupe:
 
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