People act like they don't shyt and piss it all out anyway. Lol I don't care how good you claimed it was or how much it cost, it's ending up in the toilet.Food elitists are some of the worst people on the internet
Everything except what they consume is shyt and I'm willing to bet its actually average
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This abstinence/no sex/no play life is for the birds.
I literally felt like 3 years of no sex/no women has really been draining on me mentally and physically. In ways that has been nightmarish.
To my accord i never approach women. Rarely...if ever. When i think abou trying to do it...i just don't. It has literally taken every fiber of my being to not go insane. There have been moments during that time where i feel my mental and physical health slowly but surely deteriorating. There have been times I've honestly felt like killing myself but p*ssy is nothing to kill myself over. And i refuse to pay for sex or buy hookers and degrade myself.
How did it get this way?
Try being me. A first generation Nigerian/West Indian man in america. I honestly feel my ethnicity moreso has been the most major hinderance towards meeting women than anything.
It's got to the point I honestly don't even know how to talk to women anymore. It feels like i can't. I feel almost damn near inferior and a failure as a man.
If it's not my race...it's my ethnicity. If it's not that it's that i'm not making enough money or don't have a job that's acceptable in women's eyes. I think about all of this and it makes me not want to talk to women and it's dehabilating and has festered into very unhealthy drug binges and habits that come from feeling sexually frustrated/repressed. I wish i could just not overthink about any of this shyt...it's killing. I guess it comes from reading this board too much and internalizing all of this negative shyt and reading all of this shyt that makes meeting women for me as a black man seem almost impossible. It makes me want to cry inside...just desperate for some action.
I know it's just as easy as talking to women and seeing where it goes from there but i honestly don't even know where to begin.
I literally felt like 3 years of no sex/no women has really been draining on me mentally and physically. In ways that has been nightmarish.
To my accord i never approach women. Rarely...if ever. When i think abou trying to do it...i just don't. It has literally taken every fiber of my being to not go insane. There have been moments during that time where i feel my mental and physical health slowly but surely deteriorating. There have been times I've honestly felt like killing myself but p*ssy is nothing to kill myself over. And i refuse to pay for sex or buy hookers and degrade myself.
How did it get this way?
Try being me. A first generation Nigerian/West Indian man in america. I honestly feel my ethnicity moreso has been the most major hinderance towards meeting women than anything.
It's got to the point I honestly don't even know how to talk to women anymore. It feels like i can't. I feel almost damn near inferior and a failure as a man.
If it's not my race...it's my ethnicity. If it's not that it's that i'm not making enough money or don't have a job that's acceptable in women's eyes. I think about all of this and it makes me not want to talk to women and it's dehabilating and has festered into very unhealthy drug binges and habits that come from feeling sexually frustrated/repressed. I wish i could just not overthink about any of this shyt...it's killing. I guess it comes from reading this board too much and internalizing all of this negative shyt and reading all of this shyt that makes meeting women for me as a black man seem almost impossible. It makes me want to cry inside...just desperate for some action.
I know it's just as easy as talking to women and seeing where it goes from there but i honestly don't even know where to begin.
but you eat meat right? What kinda pizza you like 
CinnaSlim
Queen of Swords
why?I need to know goddammit your next answer is important :intradesting:
CinnaSlim
Queen of Swords
Chicken pineapple
GODAMMIT
Maybe I just don't know how to play this game so i don't try. Hearing the stories from all of these coli dudes about how they smashing hoes makes me feel like a failure as a man and a loser. Maybe I am. Maybe this is why I'd rather go do mdma and look at porn/naked pictures of women than actually interact with women. Why do i torture myself like this? I'm pretty sure if i just talked to some women it wouldnt be as bad as the scenario I make in my head. I notice alot of women checking me out on a daily basis. I'm pretty sure if i actually approached one of them i could get a number but the fear of not even getting a number is crippling to the point I don't try.
Why? Cause i'm not rolling in dough i don't feel confident enough to talk to women. Cause lord knows these chicks don't fukk with broke boys...especially if they black. Or i dont have a job and it seems finding a job for me has been damn near impossible even tough i've already managed my own business.
I just need to end this three year dryspell...soon. The combination of just doing molly just have some sort of pleasurable feelig since I haven't been ble to get laid and jerkin it to porn is causing me some terrible mental and physical problems.
Man...why does this society suck? Like there are times i just want to flirt with women and talk to all kinds of women but all of thes rules/mores/stigmas when it comes to black men in terms of meeting women trying to have a relationship has really fukked me up terribly. Makes me feel like sexuality has been repressed.
Like I don't have a preference. I want to go for women i actually fukking like and I'm actually fukking into!
I've already decided i'm never telling the coli about another relationship I get into or friends. Cause I'm sick of being judged for my taste or cause I'm going out with whoever. Cats always make me so uncomfortable with my race when it comes to my relationships it makes me not want to havw them! But I can't do that!
Hey...all sorts of women be checking me out...i aint ugly man. Im a handsome ass dude yo. Ive had many women tell me this. And straight up if i want to get with a white chick i will if i want to get with a black chick i will if i want to get with an asian chick i will if i want to get with a spanish chick i will dawg! And it aint caring about what other people got to say cause im gonna get mine and i deserve to be happy. Just get off my motherfukking dikk about who i date who i fukk and who i seranade on a night on the town. The player/pimp in me has been held down for too long and now that i got a new place he is dying to come out!
I refuse to let what others think about my choices in women get the best of me to the point i just deny myself my own basic needs. Why have i been denying myself of a healthy sex life? No wonder i've been going crazy and having all of these angry and depressed mood swings. Why so people act like sex is not important in maintaining a healthy mental state? And a healthy physical state. I did this forced abstinence thing because i let my insecurities get the best of me and i refuse to do that again.
End rant...dear lord that felt good. I finally got that off my chest! The coli is cheaper than therapy.
Give me consistent income consistent p*ssy and a roof over my head and food in my belly and i wouldnt know what a complaint is. Thats all the help i need.
Why? Cause i'm not rolling in dough i don't feel confident enough to talk to women. Cause lord knows these chicks don't fukk with broke boys...especially if they black. Or i dont have a job and it seems finding a job for me has been damn near impossible even tough i've already managed my own business.
I just need to end this three year dryspell...soon. The combination of just doing molly just have some sort of pleasurable feelig since I haven't been ble to get laid and jerkin it to porn is causing me some terrible mental and physical problems.
Man...why does this society suck? Like there are times i just want to flirt with women and talk to all kinds of women but all of thes rules/mores/stigmas when it comes to black men in terms of meeting women trying to have a relationship has really fukked me up terribly. Makes me feel like sexuality has been repressed.
Like I don't have a preference. I want to go for women i actually fukking like and I'm actually fukking into!
I've already decided i'm never telling the coli about another relationship I get into or friends. Cause I'm sick of being judged for my taste or cause I'm going out with whoever. Cats always make me so uncomfortable with my race when it comes to my relationships it makes me not want to havw them! But I can't do that!
Hey...all sorts of women be checking me out...i aint ugly man. Im a handsome ass dude yo. Ive had many women tell me this. And straight up if i want to get with a white chick i will if i want to get with a black chick i will if i want to get with an asian chick i will if i want to get with a spanish chick i will dawg! And it aint caring about what other people got to say cause im gonna get mine and i deserve to be happy. Just get off my motherfukking dikk about who i date who i fukk and who i seranade on a night on the town. The player/pimp in me has been held down for too long and now that i got a new place he is dying to come out!
I refuse to let what others think about my choices in women get the best of me to the point i just deny myself my own basic needs. Why have i been denying myself of a healthy sex life? No wonder i've been going crazy and having all of these angry and depressed mood swings. Why so people act like sex is not important in maintaining a healthy mental state? And a healthy physical state. I did this forced abstinence thing because i let my insecurities get the best of me and i refuse to do that again.
End rant...dear lord that felt good. I finally got that off my chest! The coli is cheaper than therapy.
Give me consistent income consistent p*ssy and a roof over my head and food in my belly and i wouldnt know what a complaint is. Thats all the help i need.
CinnaSlim
Queen of Swords
What's wrong with pinyapples?
CinnaSlim
Queen of Swords
Just practice talking to people with no expectations. People who like you will show interest in talking to you more and eventually hanging out. Whatever happens, happens. Just go with the flow. Comparing your life with others is one of the worst things you can do. You are not them and they are not you. Especially these dudes on the Internet, you shouldn't believe everything you read on here. Most of the guys that stay on here do so because they are not out smashing bytches. Just worry about yourself and post a pic so I can see what you are working with.
They don't belong on pizza. I knew you liked that Hawaiian stuff :totheeastside:What's wrong with pinyapples?
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