Maybe I'm
, but I'm having increasingly difficulty with going out late and getting up early the next day.
It's 9:30 and I feel like going to sleep. I'm only 21 but I have lost most of my motivation to turn up nowadays.
My life for the past five years has been some mix of turning up both nights of the weekend and semi-occasional weekday and making terrible mistakes in the process. I'm a junior at a university now, I'm trying to bang out this school stuff and do adult things
And to top it off, I've already lost motivation in going out to a bar or club for a few drinks
shyt on the surface is fun, but that $10-12 I just spent on a beer and a shot of Jameson can go towards a hobby, be put towards a vacation, student loans, better car, or just saved.
Maybe I'm just burnt out and need a break
Or maybe this is my brain maturing