Breh....
I can't respect this.
Not trying to discredit your truth. It's just so different than what I'm seeing.
The last thing I will do is say someone shouldn't enjoy something. If you're getting enjoyment out of it great. I put a fukk ton of hours into Bethesda games. I've replayed Morrowind, Skyrim, Fallout 3, (New Vegas), and Fallout 4. I've replayed each at least 3 times. They're not impressing me. There are things I like, but they aren't enough for me to keep Game Pass after September to keep playing this.