It's amazing.
"As all of you know, Ive only swallowed the complete Red Pill over the past three or four years. shyt, I got into blogging at the encouragement of my last girlfriend only for her to sour quickly on the stuff I was writing and it was the end of our relationship, pure and simple. Might not have been the fact that I was gone overseas for the past four years, but Ive written about that before, so I figure it was a combination of the two.
But holy fukk, now that Ive had a chance to make a serious assessment, my house is a freakin mess. The brand new bathroom I installed upstairs is a complete disaster, the stairs going up to the bedrooms upstairs are covered with dog hair, the kitchen is nasty as hell, and well, you get the general idea. This is from a girl who I supported for nearly four years, didnt have to work and all she had to do was keep my house in order and make sure that my stuff didnt get stolen. Funny thing is, everyone I know called her the Arranger because if any dishtowel, knickknack or throw was out of place, shed go ballistic, and make sure that it was in her perfect place. Plus she did laundry three times a day which I could never figure out.
Well, at least my stuff didnt get stolen.
shyt, sometimes I wish it had, itd be a hell of a lot cheaper than what I have ahead of me.
She should have done less laundry and more cleaning.
The thing about it is, she was a cool girl when I first met her. I know it takes a few years to figure someone out but realistically at the time, I was dating around and I mean seriously dating around and she seemed the exact opposite of what I was experiencing. But that shyt changes quickly when they become the LTR especially when you have assets they can access.
Now dont think Im bitter about this at all, the way I figure it, the lessons I learned from her have given me more information about what I want to do with the rest of my life than marriage or any other relationships than Ive ever had before. And though I had to cut her loose, I harbor no ill will to her. She was just a women who had swallowed the programming that was fed to her throughout her life and didnt have the foresight to see that what she was doing would eventually chase me away. Shes still a sweet girl but just not the one for me.
Unfortunately, shes hit the wall hard even though she doesnt know it yet. I really hate to give her the news but I think shes figured it out by now.
Im just glad shes out of my house. And, my life."
i dont wanna cause a scene but i dont feel like doing it .
spend your own money bytch i got a daughter"
i see what you did there but thats to mind game ish she is already expecting a shopping trip on monday as i told her i just got paid. i need some tips on how to handle this nonchalantly without playing games or causing a scene.
composure there really aint shyt she can do except wait until she gets paid
I think I'm going to call it a night right here..
