A women once told me i was stupid for caring about another man kids, His the kicker she was talkin about her own kids breh smh. I was with her about two almost three years. She wasnt my first girlfriend but the first women i was ever in love and in a serious relationship with, and it was a bad experience that i had to go through for it to be my first love that left me with emotionaly scars and a bad out look on women.She was one of them Agressive females with alot of anger and pain that she kept inside from her last relationship with her baby father.To keep the story short he always cheated on her, She caught the nikka with hickies on his neck,they use to physically fight,She came home with her oldest daughter and mother one time and caught the nikka in bed sleep with another bytch and there was way worse shyt and best believe breh's i had to pay for all the shyt this nikka did to her physically and verbally.
I tried my best to be there for her whenever she needed me.I was there when she need a shoulder to cry on, When she was into with her fam and they wouldnt say a word to her,i was there when they had deaths in the family and alot of shyt i held her down through alot brehs. I remember back in 09 a nikka that was messin withher b4 she met me was callin her phone talkin mad shyt, The nikka even bought up the fact how he killed somebody for the first time and wasnt scared to bust his gun..until that day breh i never said a word or met this nikka a day in my life and come to find out they was working togetha and the nikka was on some stalker shyt with her and the bytch dint even tell me until a month later after she got fired smh.
With her being my first love i was a major simp for her.It was times when i cried for her like a little bytch over the phone, Let her talk down on me and disrespect me past boundaries. Whenever she dint get her way,She would tell me to go kill myself,She would tell me how she wish she never met me or wish she never fell in love with me, Its been times she even told me she was gone f*ck dudes who i had problems with in the streets after they kill me... And when i did have it in me to leave she would come to me crying and pleading me to stay..And it wasnt her fault brehs, i was the dumb one ,i was the one who stayed after so much direspect for the (simp)le facted i love her and i thought she love me.. I was still in HS when i first met her and she was 24.. So yea i was young and dumb and her being my first love dint make it any better.
I loved her kids and her mom and family loved me,Her kids father wasnt really there, He called here and there but that was it. I had a close bond with those kids.Her oldesr one made me a pic with crayons and ask me would i be her daddy... That shyt broke my heart when she told me i was stupid for caring for another man kids..
We ended up breaking up a few yrs back in oct and she endup pregnant with another dude baby that next month and best believe when i found out that shyt destroyed me smh..she 29 now and has four kids, she had three when i met her.She seem like she grew up a bit.She tried to get back with me last month and got pissed that i rejected her, She finally see that i was a good dude after all and in the end that i really loved her.she always tell me how i sorry she was for treating me like, and i forgive, Because the blame game will keep you in the past.
Im young nikka, Im turning 20 this year brehs and i look foward to enjoying my youth/ The moral of the story is breh, Dont be a simp like i was. No matter how much you loved them always keep your self repsect and if she cant repesct you and treat you how you wanna be treated then fukk her..Cause its plenty of fish in the sea and there all pretty.I look back at that realtionship and feell so stupid and a shame of myself on how i let somebody treat me like that. but iearned from it and im better man today, This thread helped me alot and change my out look on womne, Hope it did the same for yall..T.I Said Get to know her b4 you love her
Sorry for the typos breh its 3:26 am and im tired
. She goes off and says yea excuses,she is basically talking non sense im like 
now here is the funny part.She like 90% of most people werent Heat fans before Lebron and Bosh. I call her out on it and she says im a Lebron fan etc.... I tell her the game is much bigger then 1 person. Bottom line is this...its to the point some things women say I rather ignore,also this proves to the point women are bandwagon. I mention how i been a Knick fan since 93 and the part that gets me is she says if Lebron leaves she leaves. This is a modern woman, trained not to stay loyal to anything not even a team.
some of them dont even know what illegal defense is
look proceed to laugh in her face. 
thats too easy she wll try the old let me come back to you on that one. Im gonna ask her who is the assistant coach (Bob McAdoo).You not a true fan unless you know the coaches.Like how most NFL fans came name their offensive and defensive coordinators
