Its gotten to a point where I can predict how,when,and where to the letter where my team is going to fall apart and lose. Certain checkpoints,sudden deaths,etc...I know EXACTLY how its going to play out and it happens to the letter. It is fukking infuriating and embarrassing.
On one of the ranked games I played today,I saw a Genji trying to play like a fukking sniper throwing shurikens in an arc. I yelled and cursed at my TV.
As fun as this game can be, I'm almost willing to say that if you're not playing with an organized team where everybody understand how to play on a basic level its not worth it.
Keep in mind I'm not the best player at this but I pull my weight and I understand my weaknesses as a player. I stick to mostly support/tank/defense in the sense that even if I don't get the most kills I can help my team win with healing and barriers and pulling other players out of tight situations. Lets not get it twisted though, I've hand many many games where I wreck shyt as Zarya but its a team game at the end of the day.