Look I'm a straight drank-a-holic and I'm sipping my last drink as we speak.

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I've posted in here before but w/e

My issue with alcohol is the insomnia when I stop. Legit after I binge I go 2-3 days where I cant sleep and i feel like dying.

The anxiety and helplessness is wild

Got some sleep last night after not sleeping for a few days and i feel amazing but I'm sure I'll be drinking this weekend :francis:
 

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You know this is where I been fukkin up...

I had a really great date a couple months ago without alcohol and the girl was into me, and I realized I didnt need no alcohol to be entertaining and fun. Then I remember a girl in middle school telling me I was only fun and cool when I'm drunk and nobody likes me sober and I revert back to bad habbits, she was a bytch but cute and I was an insecure kid.. That was 16 years ago idk why it left such a scar, nobody has said that since or anyone other than her and I keep a bigger social circle but those words have haunted me. I'm being told the opposite nowadays with the women close to me about I should be sober and it's like my subconscious dont believe them..

You were drinking back in Middle School?
 
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I've got an unopened whiskey bottle on the table as we speak, my homies on route & we going to demolish this before we go out & try to pick up some hoes at some bars


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:mjlol: @ smashing a bottle of whiskey before venturing out to the bar.
 

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Ok brehs... who's with me. New years eve will be the last drink I have a for a long time. They say you can break a habit after 3 days, some say 3 weeks. It will be at least 3 months before I have another drink, if ever again. Who's with me brehs? Operation: Last Drink NYE.
 

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I've posted in here before but w/e

My issue with alcohol is the insomnia when I stop. Legit after I binge I go 2-3 days where I cant sleep and i feel like dying.

The anxiety and helplessness is wild

Got some sleep last night after not sleeping for a few days and i feel amazing but I'm sure I'll be drinking this weekend :francis:
The first 3 days are the hardest :yeshrug:
Once you start sleeping and eating regularly again, each day improves.
Those restless, cold sweat, empty stomach, delirious nights though :picard:
I always made the mistake of drinking after day 3 because I was at about 60% , which was infinitely better than those previous 3 days :snoop:
 
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