I just want to make 1 point-just because you give up drinking alcohol does not mean your life will be "fantastic". There's still murders, violence in general, nikkaz will still try to cross you, cheat you, you have unexpected negative shyt happen to you or your relatives, diseases,all types of shyt. I had some past negatives with alcohol too and I mention it because when you are away from alcohol you might expect everything to be great and when it's not like that you might say "fukk it" and go back to alcohol and be worse. God be with you-keep playing this game of life and most of all keep praying.