Point Blank
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It wasn’t a dream
some shyt you just dont expect to hear breh. Crying as i type this. Its fukked up man i dont even know whT to say. shyt was almost fake and surreAl. You expect to see some people get old and gray ala Bill Russell... but this shyt ain’t guaranteed at all. Rip Kobe Bean.
everytime i think about this, i wonder how Vanessa and Natalia are doing.
I’m a numbers guy so it’s kinda weird he was the 13th pick in the draft and his daughter Gianna was 13.
then you start to see them in your dreams. when you wake up but theyre not there.Usually when stuff like this happens you get into a like a tunnel like focus. Get him ready for his eternal rest and get affairs in order. This is when you gonna have everyone in your face giving their support and love. It don’t hit really until all the hype dies down and you’ve said ya final goodbyes and a month or two passes and you try to get back into a routine and something minor, well something that used to be minor like a shoe or a gesture or something that reminds of your lost loved one comes around and then you realize that they are gone. It’s heart breaking.