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KENNY DA COOKER

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Nah...I retaliate when nikkas start shyt...but this is about a breh needin' help and support...this is why us Black men are in jail and killing each off...because we think it's lame...soft and p*ssy to have emotions and care about someone other than yourself!!!...You can continue 2 be weak and tear down others in need or you can change and positively help the situation...Black Men...collectively around the whole world are the most hated on the planet...not even terrorists and wild animals get hate like we do...SO HOW THE fukk COULD WE NOT BE AFFECTED BY THAT MENTALLY WHEN OUR PEOPLE ARE SETUP TO HATE EACH OTHER MOTHERS ABANDONIN THEIR CHILDREN EMOTIONALLY...I AM A RAPE KID...ME AND MY SIBLINGS WERE BROUGHT HERE THRU RAPE!!!...SO I AIN'T NEVER FELT WANTED!!!...YOU'RE A CLOWN 4 REAL!!!...:ufdup:

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Stop VENTING and START CREATING SOLUTIONS...

Cause real talk....

at the end of the day

As I had to realize

NOBODY GIVES A FUKK

everybody got Thier own problems...

You up here seeking Sympathy and Salvation from people you don't even know

When you should be trying to SAVE YOURSELF RIGHT NOW...

Besides it's too early in the morning for this shyt your starting your day off wrong

Here have a nice cup of SELF EMPOWERMENT on my behalf


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Cause it's quite obvious the world (religion.. government and your own family) has failed you...

"Know Thyself and thy shall know the LORD" :ufdup:
 

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Stop VENTING and START CREATING SOLUTIONS...

Cause real talk....

at the end of the day

As I had to realize

NOBODY GIVES A FUKK

everybody got Thier own problems...

You up here seeking Sympathy and Salvation from people you don't even know

When you should be trying to SAVE YOURSELF RIGHT NOW...

Besides it's too early in the morning for this shyt your starting your day off wrong

Here have a nice cup of SELF EMPOWERMENT on my behalf


gods_and_earths_mugs.jpg


Cause it's quite obvious the world (religion.. government and your own family) has failed you...

"Know Thyself and thy shall know the LORD" :ufdup:

You're on my ignore breh...I don't waste time with clowns no more!!!...

OH YEAH ALMOST FORGOT!!!....















































































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KENNY DA COOKER

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This thread does nothing but encourage SUICIDE amongst a mass of manic depressive chemically imbalanced messageboard members...

We have a lot of youth on here .

KIDS UNDER THE AGE OF 18 AS WELL....

THEY DONT NEED TO SEE THIS

IM REPORTING THIS THREAD TO THE BUSHES.....

the OP GO GET SOME HELP ...OFFLINE!

And the rest of Y'ALL IN THIS THREAD I SUGGEST U DO THE SAME

u need to realize your words are seen globally on this internet forum...

And can have a bad influence
Be mindful of that

You are NOT helping the situation :ufdup:
 
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You're going to have to find the answers yourself OP.
Its a job only you can do.
Find the gateway to paradise here on Earth.

We all know life here is not optimal. Look at the Rohingya for crying out loud. This can be a pain but there are fleeting moments of awesomeness.....find them......., I often remind my parents when they try and talk slick,that they didnt ask me before bringing me here, so dont complain about me. I dont want to hear it. Should have left me where I was folks, im pretty sure i was happy, too late to complain now. YOU DID THIS. I AM WHO YOU MADE. DEAL WITH IT.

Personally I think I have found the gateway to my paradise here on Earth through the smile of my daughter. The doors of sadness try to close in on me but that is just one of the many doorways I have found that leads me out.

Find your doors to that happiness. They are there.

I cosign magnesium,xinc,weed,marriage(very difficult to find a good woman though),fasting, working out and exercise.....and thecoli ofcourse. Its therapeutic.
 

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Okay! I'm as chipper as they come but MAN last couple of months been rough. Below is a list of shyt to either avoid or embrace to ensure that u don't allow depression to fukk with you. Depression happens when shyt chemically and spiritually is out of wack for you, along with fukked up circumstances. But u can't let the Theys win. "They" being the evil fukkers that create worldwide circumstances to increase depression. @DrX was not wrong when he was talking about seeing blks walking about depressed and zombie-like. But anyhoo, here's a couple of tips.

Here's My "fukk You" Depression Checklist.

1.) Get out of your head. At this time of year depression reigns. So does laziness. Daydreaming, and other mental activities have their place but there is NO substitute for being active. If the majority of your free time is spent in a dark room away from others, ur creating a breeding ground for depression. Get out and go volunteer. Take up a hobby, go work with children or animals or plants.

2.) Nutrition. We get sick in the winter NOT b/c of the cold but because of the lack of vitamin D. There are more overcast days, and we don't get as much sun. Take vitamin D supplements, drink peppermint and rooibos tea, get zinc and apple cider vinegar. Consider detoxing and going vegan for a week. You would be surprised at how much it helps and makes u more mentally alert. Our diet plays a KEY role in depression. Excess sugars promote addiction and undermine will power. Nutrition is one of the most important fighters in depression.

3.) Sex, Love, Social Interaction. I don't know what type of lifestyle you are living and it's not my place to judge. But the lifestyle some people are always trying to push these days as edgy or cool is slowly corroding their lives. I'm not really here to debate this. As human beings, we need to have a high amount of quality social interactions with others, and we need to have a high amount of quality sex and feel genuinely connected and loved by the people we fukking. Increasing the quality of your relationships with other human beings is a MUST. That means putting oneself out there, getting out of ur comfort zone, getting over anxieties, and also releasing the arrogance we adopted as a defense mechanism to avoid hurt.

4.) Can't let them win. I've dealt with depression before. But what keeps me going is some stuff that will take waaaaaaaaay too long to describe and probably wouldn't make sense anyway. Just suffice it to say just the knowledge that there are entities who WANT me to feel this way prompts me to a.) question why, b.) makes me resent them c.) ensures that I will live the BEST life until I die JUST to spite said corpeal and spiritual a$$holes. Literally, someone is going to have to put the bullet in me, b/c I don't give up.

Hope it helps. In the meantime, just know that nature is fukking with u right now. The cold, overcast weather, life situations, lack of vitamins and world bullshyt is a cocktail of existential fukkitude. It's easy to let it stack until u can't do anything. Just breathe, and then push forward. Also think of people who overcame impossible odds. Sometimes it helps to have faith in humanity restored b/c it really isn't all bad...but people want to to think that. It's all a worldwide culling plan. "Get em high, lonely, depressed, and they'll do our job for us."

Don't let em win!
 

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It's a different feeling than hating your life. When you hate your life you acknowledge that things can be better. When you hate being alive you acknowledge that nothing can make existence any better.

So, why won't you just die? Well, troll, I don't want to go to hell. While I don't fear death I'm not trying to get the express bus to the dark side of downtown. And I guess this feeling will pass eventually. Maybe. Who knows?

Freepost. Remember that shyt? No one says it anymore. Daps and reps.

Good afternoon.

What is the "you" that wants to die? Chances are you want your character to die not the discontinuation of awareness itself. Your character/ego is a culmination of everything you have identified with as being "you" up until this point. Is that what you want dead?
 

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I don't smoke. There's not drug testing here (random) but just my luck (and it's bad) I blaze up and they institute a new drug policy. Then I'll really have something to be sad about.

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i feel u breh ive never been suicidal but ive been in spots where im like damn i cant catch a break.. time heals everything 3 years from now u might be in a whole different place.. dont do something stupid and by your beliefs spend an eternity in hell. Everyone has problems in life you gotta work towards making them better every day breh keep fighting im with u bro
 

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This thread does nothing but encourage SUICIDE amongst a mass of manic depressive chemically imbalanced messageboard members...

We have a lot of youth on here .

KIDS UNDER THE AGE OF 18 AS WELL....

THEY DONT NEED TO SEE THIS

IM REPORTING THIS THREAD TO THE BUSHES.....

the OP GO GET SOME HELP ...OFFLINE!

And the rest of Y'ALL IN THIS THREAD I SUGGEST U DO THE SAME

u need to realize your words are seen globally on this internet forum...

And can have a bad influence
Be mindful of that

You are NOT helping the situation :ufdup:
exactly!! dude needs to move his thread to the bushes this aint the time for crybaby nggas it's too serious out here in this society for that sht
 
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