I hate being alive

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:yeshrug: Reading this thread y'all gotta do better. I feel out of place on here, y'all really feel like committing that? shyt crazy

I can't knock you for feeling this way. But depression is a disease and you can't always "action" your way out of it. Particularly if you live in a toxic atmosphere.

It's like having cancer and then being bathed in refinery waste. It won't make it better. Depression is the cancer and the waste is America. This country is a grinder now and people are just existing the best they can. If you're able to actually live breh my hat is off to you.
 

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OP, I don't know what's going on with your life rn, but I hope it gets better.

I don't know what my life will be in the future. I like to imagine. I like to imagine a lot. A lot of times my imagination won't come to realities. Sometimes it's bad, sometimes it's good, sometimes it's just...meh. Meh is okay, it could be worse. Thinking about it now, it reminds me what Forest Gump says about life. It's like a box of chocolate. Never know what you get. Some of them are gross, some of them are good. But ya can't toss it all out. Gotta take it one at a time.

I may sound Hella corny, but I have a point somewhere.
 

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I suffer from this and it is the WOAT. How do you make it enjoyable :feedme:

It's never enjoyable per se. There are good and bad spirits. When you enter the aether you will encounter whatever is there to greet you. I'm trying to master the OBE but I'v only done it once and as I said, I had help. She was celebrating getting her wings. :blessed:

Might not be the best idea to go without a guide.
 

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Also, I appreciate the replies. I'm not about to commit that. Just an overwhelming apathy that has manifested into a hatred for existence. Yeah, it'll pass. Sadly, I've been through this many times before.
I go through this weekly. I lost my fear of death years ago. This life has been empty for me for awhile.
 

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I've been feeling a void in my life lately, I think its mostly from a desire for female companionship in my life, preferably from a girl I could see myself seriously with long term (Not just some casual encounter). It's just hard to find that one for me. Especially when I don't feel I'm where I wanna be in my life financially and career wise just yet. I'm only 25 and I know I have time but I just wanna get things in motion already.


I feel better reading this thread of coli brehs going through shyt too, we not in this alone :salute:
 

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It's a different feeling than hating your life. When you hate your life you acknowledge that things can be better. When you hate being alive you acknowledge that nothing can make existence any better.

So, why won't you just die? Well, troll, I don't want to go to hell. While I don't fear death I'm not trying to get the express bus to the dark side of downtown. And I guess this feeling will pass eventually. Maybe. Who knows?

Freepost. Remember that shyt? No one says it anymore. Daps and reps.

Good afternoon.
I think everyone fears death
 
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