I ran out of time. I'd been trying to find a wife since i was 21 and i needed to have a child by a certain age. Before i met my wife, my last relationship with a black woman didnt pan out. It really hurt to break up with that woman but my life is on a timer.
From that point i dated some very successful sistas that i was hoping by sheer numbers would help me get out the game again but despite their success they were crazy/attention whores/a little to social with men or not classy enough despite their income.(not saying all black women are like this
) Tried a white girl
, tried latinas and couldnt trust them
. I met my wife and within 3 months she knocked the women i was trying to build something with out the box. Do i have to hate black women to marry someone thats non-white. I dont think so but alot of people do.
It really had nothing to do with her being a different race because i was looking for a black woman like her but with her i felt more secure and felt i had more of a team player. My wife earns as much as i do and has hustle bones so we can generate extra cash. The love and loyalty are powerful. My wifes friends are successful black and asian folks and mine are black so as a family i feel my son wont be alienated from growing up with a black identity.
If i had waited who knows what would happened but i couldnt wait for a fantasy when i had someone in front of me who was everything i needed minus being black.