Absolutely correct. Man, seriously, I've learned a lot about myself and I'm realizing that I am quite reckless and self-indulgent. Breaking these habits are honestly like breaking any other addiction, just a bunch of internal demons that have to be faced.
I wouldn't trust me either, in the last year: broken leases, quit a high-paying job without notice, moved across the country (DC), left a high-paying job and a great academic environment there, moved again (ATL), left again, left someone extremely important to me without even saying goodbye, ignored said person when they reached out to me, treated people who loved me like shyt, and so on.
Whenever fat people act like helpless victims I call bullshyt. Yes there are stigmas to this here, but a lot of issues come from being narcissistic, entitled, pricks who can't get their shyt together.
I'm honest.