You do have a handsome face .... But 548 though? Whoa
Awaiting the "no homo", "pause", or whatever else is needed with this. Thank you though.
So you know you've been fat, obese really.. and unhealthy, unattractive to women, unable physically or emotionally to go out and do things like going out to nightclubs, sitting to eat in a booth at a restaurant, etc....
So why haven't you ever changed? Have you regretted your weight your whole life or is your love of food stronger than your desire to fukk women and lead a normal, regular healthy life?
Kind of hard to explain.
It wasn't until I starting working around women that I realized I needed to really make a change. I was coaching with a dude who was a few years older and a legit ladies man. I had a nice car, a nice spot, and I realized that my life was shyt because I had huge holes in it. Dude had a profound influence on me.
When you feel fukked up in some way, you either fix it or focus your attention on other things. I was never like the, "oh my god, I'm so fat, I need to kill myself" type of dude. I became dynamic, always pretty quick, always kind of defied my size. To this day, my friends are in shape, smart, dynamic dudes. Girls always said I was cute. Even if they didn't take me seriously, the validation of knowing I was "cute" was enough.
Honestly, people fukking love me. I'm a fukk up in a lot of ways, but people have always liked and truly believed in my potential. It's crazy.
So it wasn't until I realized I wasn't doing everything I could be doing that I even begin to look at changing.
But make no mistakes, I'm a lazy, self-sabotaging fukk up too, so that is always an issue.
tldr;
I don't know what healthy and normal is. Hard to miss something that you've never experienced. Oh that, and people have always made me feel like I was the shyt, no matter what my size.
Thank you kind sir.
Once you hit a certain point you just say fukk it.
I wish I had this in me, my life would be so much better.