Anyone ever deal with deep depression and contemplated suicide?

[OPTiMO]

It takes an exceptional amount of effort and discipline to deal with depression through some form of 'self-empowerment' - the fast majority of people need help. You seem to be suggesting OP can solve this problem by himself? Most can't.

Do you not seek therapy to deal with your OCD? My best friend has OCD and struggles to deal with because she doesn't have the money for professional help.

I've been dealing with my OCD for about a year now, sought a therapist for a small amount of time, but when in comes down to it, it didn't need that.

I am on medication, which really just helps with the anxiety of it. The root of your issue, imo, can not be fixed wiith anything. I've had therapist diagnose me with depression, and i understand, because most OCD patients suffer from that; but really it gives you a chance to search yourself like most people dont.

I realized most of my issues are solved when i am complete with my SELF: discipline, esteem, courage, confidence ect.

 

[Double J]

Nobody butthurt breh. My memory is I can't even lie. Nobody searched your profile. You winning breh. Why are you depressed? You don't look black so you shouldn't be depressed right

Obviously that comment made an impression on you and made your soul burn slow for you to remember it all this time later, remember who posted it, and to go through the trouble of searching for it and posting it. Are you that insecure? Maybe your the one who's depressed.

 

[Grams]

Obviously that comment made an impression on you and made your soul burn slow. Are you that insecure? Maybe your the one who's depressed.

My soul burning slow but you the one talking about depression

It made an impression on me, you right, cuz now I know you are happy that you don't look black so you can't be discriminated against. You said and I quote "Either way I'm though. I got the best of both worlds. Good hair, tanned skin, and tall. And I don't really look black enough to get discriminated against/profiled. Most people think I'm Hispanic."

I wanna know why you're depressed that's all. I'm here to help you my brethren.

 

[OPTiMO]

My soul burning slow but you the one talking about depression

It made an impression on me, you right, cuz now I know you are happy that you don't look black so you can't be discriminated against. You said and I quote "Either way I'm though. I got the best of both worlds. Good hair, tanned skin, and tall. And I don't really look black enough to get discriminated against/profiled. Most people think I'm Hispanic."

I wanna know why you're depressed that's all. I'm here to help you my brethren.

dudes depressed and still pulling more broads then you

 

[Danny Up]

thing is, its not about what happens to you. its about how you react to it. some people literally dont have the esteem to be able to push themselves past certain issues. and who are i, or who are you, to judge how they do that? you dont know anyones issue, so you cant tell anyone how to solve it. But i know self esteem in YOURSELF, self confidence, and most importantly, self DISCIPLINE, does change a persons self view of themsleves

How I view myself doesn't change my situation. Doesn't matter how much selfesteem, self confidence I have if I never get anywhere.

 

[Alec Baldwin]

I've been dealing with my OCD for about a year now, sought a therapist for a small amount of time, but when in comes down to it, it didn't need that.

I am on medication, which really just helps with the anxiety of it. The root of your issue, imo, can not be fixed wiith anything. I've had therapist diagnose me with depression, and i understand, because most OCD patients suffer from that; but really it gives you a chance to search yourself like most people dont.

I realized most of my issues are solved when i am complete with my SELF: discipline, esteem, courage, confidence ect.

It sounds cliche and corny when you read it back to yourself or look @ it later, but this is true, this is how I went about fixing it.

 

[Double J]

My soul burning slow but you the one talking about depression

It made an impression on me, you right, cuz now I know you are happy that you don't look black so you can't be discriminated against. You said and I quote "Either way I'm though. I got the best of both worlds. Good hair, tanned skin, and tall. And I don't really look black enough to get discriminated against/profiled. Most people think I'm Hispanic."

I wanna know why you're depressed that's all. I'm here to help you my brethren.

LMAO.



Get off my dikk. You probably an ugly ass mutha fukka that ain't seen vagina in years and when you saw me bragging about being tall, dark, and handsome your feelings got hurt.

Ol' insecure ass nikka.

 

[BAMBINO]

http://stress.about.com/od/tensiontamers/a/exercises.htm

 

[Grams]

dudes depressed and still pulling more broads then you

Why you

him though

LMAO.



Get off my dikk.

Ok half cac half c00n. I'll leave you alone

 

[Chris.B]

More puz.zy helps me with my depression

 

[Grams]

you saw me bragging about being tall, dark, and handsome

I'm making you feel better about yourself already

 

[Canada Goose]

Yea, all the time, I have Aspergers and another sickness that I don't wanna tell yall nikkas about.

Its fukked my life up, makes me talk weird, causes me to unintentionally stare at people, makes me walk funny, it ruins socializing in real life, massive social anxiety, etc. Who the fukk would want to live with some miserable shyt like that?

Not to mention Aspergers + my other sickness means I can't get a job, savings from the one job I did have ran out last week, I only have two dollars in my bank account.

Of course I'm black and my parents are gassed off of stereotypes from c00n black movies and there's always some nikka who "Is a lazy dog" and "Doesn't want to work" in these trash movies and it persuades their thinking IRL. If I was white I would have a sightly nicer life collecting SSI or Disability checks.

shyt makes wonder like god why can't you just send a 18 wheeler to run me over so I can die already, make my heart stop while I'm sleeping or something.

Its one thing to be "aspie" but I have TWO major disabilities, shyt ruins my life.

 

[Lavish]

Don't smoke weed. Weed can make the problems in your life seem much worse.

And don't kill yourself. Whatever is bothering you, will pass with time. I've thought about it before but never considered doing it

It would be like:

"man, if I wasnt alive I wouldn't have to deal with this sh1t "

but immediately after saying that to myself I'm like:

" shyt ain't that serious"

 

[DaRealness]

Excellent thread, because we don't deal with this topic nearly enough as we should.

My depression has actually improved although I still get my moments from time to time. Leaving my old religion behind (that alone is a story in itself ) and the ending of a six year marriage has been very traumatic at times to say the least. There's a lot of other stuff from the past I won't get into, but there you have it.

I weaned myself of fluoxetine anti depressants several months ago and don't regret it at all. In fact I haven't taken any pharmaceautical medicines for anything for the longest. I've gone the natural herbal route and I'd strongly recommend it for folk. I still have a long way to go and initially I did need all that pharmaceutical stuff, but when you get stronger and more confident then I'd recommend looking at alternatives because western medicine in actuality isn't good for the body long term and just provides temporary relief.
Also, talking to a trusted individual helps. But be warned though: Some people are actually sharks who come out the minute they sense blood in the waters and yes that could be some of your so called friends and even a family member, so be don't talk your business unless you REALLY know and trust the person. I've had to learn this the hard way.

Also, physical exercise, meditation, incense, reading about the laws of attraction and how your thoughts can play a role in governing your reality is a HUGE help with depression. I'm into spirituality and there's a lot of shows I can recommend on blogtalkradio that folk can listen to.

BTW, I can't recommend Djehuty's products enough. He's the brotha who left dherbs and set up his own company. I searched depression in the site's search engine and he has a list of natural products are very affordable and way better than anything you could get from a doctor:

http://www.dhealthstore.com/clients...lt&search_in_description=1&keyword=depression

I'm a fighter which is something I got from my mother and although I've contemplated suicide like a lot of people, there's always that part of me that sees the huge potential and fights to reach that stage. I'm not going out so easily no matter how shytty life is sometimes.

 

[Rominati]

Pick up a hobby b, it will give you something to focus on.


Making beats, Photography, learn how to play with photoshop, play some video games. Its not gonna solve anything, but it will help you along your bout with Depression. One thing Ive learned is. No matter how bad it gets, it always passess. So just take it slow, and slowly fight it one day at a time. Dont drink or smoke it jus makes shyt works.