Anyone ever deal with deep depression and contemplated suicide?

[call_me_step_daddy]

Thank you for your irrelevant opinion - YouTube

i've read that you're a troll portraying a female online, so until i hear (or see) otherwise..this will be my 1st and last reply to you..have a good a day sir

 

[Sierra Mist]

i've read that you're a troll portraying a female online, so until i hear (or see) otherwise..this will be my 1st and last reply to you..have a good a day sir

Where do you see me portraying a female online? Link? I'm not you fukking idiot. When nikkas I've never read a post from tell me what I'm doing and fail. nikkas gossiping about m in PMs and shyt.

 

[tofuspeedstar]

Yes.

 

[call_me_step_daddy]

Where do you see me portraying a female online? Link? I'm not you fukking idiot. When nikkas I've never read a post from tell me what I'm doing and fail. nikkas gossiping about m in PMs and shyt.

idgaf about you or yo sad ass life..i just remember you being called a f@ggot basically in that post your voice thread

 

[Sierra Mist]

idgaf about you or yo sad ass life..i just remember you being called a f@ggot basically in that post your voice thread

People get called fakkits all the time. That's the go to insult on this board. That doesn't mean anything you dweeb.

 

[call_me_step_daddy]

People get called fakkits all the time. That's the go to insult on this board. That doesn't mean anything you dweeb.

i understand these things, but YOU was getting called a f@ggot for acting like a female on-line, you fake ass, wanna be kurt colame ass nikka..just do us a favor and go get that sawed off and have a blast fukk boy cuz its obvious you have no meaningful life besides posting on a messageboard 50 times per day..

 

[Sierra Mist]

i understand these things, but YOU was getting called a f@ggot for acting like a female on-line, you fake ass, wanna be kurt colame ass nikka..just do us a favor and go get that sawed off and have a blast fukk boy cuz its obvious you have no meaningful life besides posting on a messageboard 50 times per day..

Do my posts come across as feminine or something? You have a cool username so I'll let this slide.

 

[call_me_step_daddy]

I'm not acting like a female. Are you slow? Do my posts come across as feminine or something? You have a cool username so I'll let this slide.

you acting like a female right now cuz you all over my dikk..impatiently waiting for me to respond to yo loser ass cuz nobody will talk to you in real life..but you can bookmark and add this post to your favorites cuz im done talking to yo worthless ass you fukkin anderson cooper ass nikka

 

[Sierra Mist]

you acting like a female right now cuz you all over my dikk..impatiently waiting for me to respond to yo loser ass cuz nobody will talk to you in real life..but you can bookmark and add this post to your favorites cuz im done talking to yo worthless ass you fukkin anderson cooper ass nikka

That post was halfway funny. Bravo.

 

[bl2k8]

Do NOT smoke weed when depressed, it had probably been said already

 

[Mr Hate Coffee]

Excellent thread, because we don't deal with this topic nearly enough as we should.

My depression has actually improved although I still get my moments from time to time. Leaving my old religion behind (that alone is a story in itself ) and the ending of a six year marriage has been very traumatic at times to say the least. There's a lot of other stuff from the past I won't get into, but there you have it.

I weaned myself of fluoxetine anti depressants several months ago and don't regret it at all. In fact I haven't taken any pharmaceautical medicines for anything for the longest. I've gone the natural herbal route and I'd strongly recommend it for folk. I still have a long way to go and initially I did need all that pharmaceutical stuff, but when you get stronger and more confident then I'd recommend looking at alternatives because western medicine in actuality isn't good for the body long term and just provides temporary relief.
Also, talking to a trusted individual helps. But be warned though: Some people are actually sharks who come out the minute they sense blood in the waters and yes that could be some of your so called friends and even a family member, so be don't talk your business unless you REALLY know and trust the person. I've had to learn this the hard way.

Also, physical exercise, meditation, incense, reading about the laws of attraction and how your thoughts can play a role in governing your reality is a HUGE help with depression. I'm into spirituality and there's a lot of shows I can recommend on blogtalkradio that folk can listen to.

BTW, I can't recommend Djehuty's products enough. He's the brotha who left dherbs and set up his own company. I searched depression in the site's search engine and he has a list of natural products are very affordable and way better than anything you could get from a doctor:

http://www.dhealthstore.com/clients...lt&search_in_description=1&keyword=depression

I'm a fighter which is something I got from my mother and although I've contemplated suicide like a lot of people, there's always that part of me that sees the huge potential and fights to reach that stage. I'm not going out so easily no matter how shytty life is sometimes.

Can you tell us the specific herbs you used? Also link those blog talk radio joints?

i too was on fluoxetine at one point but that shyt had a ton of side effects and didn't fix anything. I just quit it cold turkey and told my doctor to fukk off.

 

[Anothergirl]

been there ...done that ..took the pills.

came out stronger on the other side of it. like i've said before ...best thing about hitting bottom in there's nowhere to go but UP. life taste so much sweeter after a hard fight for it too...so keep your head up...it gets better. ;)

 

[DaRealness]

Can you tell us the specific herbs you used? Also link those blog talk radio joints?

i too was on fluoxetine at one point but that shyt had a ton of side effects and didn't fix anything. I just quit it cold turkey and told my doctor to fukk off.

Ginkgo Biloba is a much better alternative that I started using. Also check the link from dhealthstore I provided. Also I drink herbal teas that are natural stimulants like the Pukka brand and stay away from other tea and coffeee. I snack on blueberries, sunflower and pumpkin seeds just about every day and drink a lot of spring water. All that stuff helps immensely. Yeah fluoxetine is a bunch of shyt and I resent my doctor for just throwing that stuff at me when they know good and goddamn well the side effects.

Also these are just a few of the shows I listen to touch on a whole variety of stuff but you can just type in the search engine whatever topic you need to know about:

All About Relationships Online Radio by Udall DeOleo | Blog Talk Radio

Meditation&Prayer Online Radio by Spirit Passage | Blog Talk Radio

The Remix Online Radio by Ms Blue | Blog Talk Radio

 

[Mr Hate Coffee]

Some other thoughts:

Sometimes when I'm feeling down, I look deep down into myself and say "nikka WHY DA fukk ARE YOU MOPING AROUND AND ACTIN LIKE A LIL bytch?!?! YOU'VE BEEN THRU WAY WORSE BEFORE IN LIFE. WTF IS YOU SCARED OF? WTF IS YOU SAD FOR? GOD HAS BLESSED YOU, STOP TAKIN IT FOR GRANTED!!!" and it gets me out of a funk. But that wont work for everyone. I actually respond better to negative criticism. This only works every now and then tho cuz you can only fool your brain so many times before its like

Also, remember depression is just a mood. Try to find stuff that you know will get you in a better mood. For me its music.

And just like some people say stay away from weed, I say stay away from p*ssy as a means of coping. That shyt will only make you feel worse when its all said and done. Don't be like me. I'm always using women as a means of making myself feel better but at the end of the day you realize that you gotta be happy with YOU. Lord knows how many hearts I've broken taking them thru my drama. And I keep doing it too. I'm really tryna stop tho.

 

[Emperor Sol]

I'd be depressed too if I were you