Anyone ever deal with deep depression and contemplated suicide?

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Meds are different for everyone dude, they can take time and different prescriptions. Just because it doesn't work for one person doesn't mean it won't work for you. :manny: They improved my state greatly.

But therapy doesn't have to include meds, its your choice. Don't take anything you don't want.
 

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you really gotta soul search yourself out of that funk, try to appreciate every lttle thing you never noticed before. there's too much beauty in life to feel down. it's hard sometimes to realize, but its all right there in ya face.
 

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5'5 110 pound girl was beating your 200 pound ass all over the house infront of your daughter :wow: :laff:
Naw man lol it was cray at the time. bytch had my daughter in the gouse and i had nowhere to go. I talk with my dad and he tell me pray and i just hear him, pray, then smoke and drink til i laugh at my pain. I have moved on and i realized that bytches aint shyt and the second you make yourself vulnerable u deserve what comes.
I still wake up some days pissed at the world but i am trying to turn those days into the days that i help others even more.

I had put the p*ssy on a pedestal and when she found out she had me and i was emotionally open, bytch pulled a suge knight. Pipes, knives, all kinds of shyt thrown, tvs and laptips broke, man i wanted to kill that bytch so bad but in the back of my mind i knew if i killed her then my life was over and my dauggter would prolly end up as cray as her. So i just dealt with it until i was able to get my shyt together and move on
 

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Never thought of killing myself. But the thought of being dead wasn't that bad.
 

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you really gotta soul search yourself out of that funk, try to appreciate every lttle thing you never noticed before. there's too much beauty in life to feel down. it's hard sometimes to realize, but its all right there in ya face.

Why is this and the other advice given in this thread so much easier said than done? :to:
 
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Meds are different for everyone dude, they can take time and different prescriptions. Just because it doesn't work for one person doesn't mean it won't work for you. :manny: They improved my state greatly.

But therapy doesn't have to include meds, its your choice. Don't take anything you don't want.

Yeah, definitely. Idk if youve tried it but I would give it a shot at least once. What didn't work for me may be the thing that turns it around for you. I'm a stubborn ass nikka, so as soon as the pills had me emotionless I was :whoo: "naaah i'm good"

i've heard ppl can get "cured" on that medicine assuming they find the right one, it's 50/50 no matter what. My cousin has severe ass depression too and she goes from pill to pill tryna find a magic one that aint there. It's kinda sad, but she's stubborn too so I just let it play out. Like homeboy said, everyone's different.
 

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self discipline, confidence, and esteem will get you out of whatever you're going through.

I believe this. I really do. But it's just seems damn near impossible for me to actually do it and do it consistently.
 

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I believe this. I really do. But it's just seems damn near impossible for me to actually do it and do it consistently.

its not easy, im still dealing wth the same thing you are.


but i know when i DO believe in myself, and stop doubting everything around me, i feel a change. it's all about discipline.
 

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Self confidence is the real issue. I dont want meds to solve my problems either. No lie no simp, i think finding true love and not someone just in it fpr the money is what i need
 

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bullshyt. it will definitely help if you believe in it.


alot of people who are depressed are naturally sinister, they dont believe n anything... well believe in yourself.

Apathy and laziness are parts of the condition dude.
 

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bullshyt. it will definitely help if you believe in it.


alot of people who are depressed are naturally sinister, they dont believe n anything... well believe in yourself.

It's horseshyt. Because if he believed he wouldn't be depressed to begin with. Seeing is believing. You can't make good things happen to you, they either do or they don't, just as you can not control the bad things that crush your faith.
 
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