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respect to OP :salute:

my Grandmother, and my long-time ex(who i was still very good friends with) died within weeks of each other.. fukked me up, bad.. glad you're doing well, and thanks for sharing your story..
 

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yung nikka pushin dat a6 :salute:
but i just asked cuz u looked short and said u 190:dahell:

Oh nah breh. I'm tall. Do you know how big 265 is at like 5'9 or something? :banderas:

And yeah my A6 is my baby bro. :ohlawd: I ain't never been so in love with a whip in my life.

Seats are red too
mya6interior.jpg
 

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yeah man my mom is almost 60 at the age where you could literally get a call that she died of a heart attack or stroke or something.
Last year this lady died right in front of me at church, i remmeber going to her funeral and her sons crying because they were to busy and rarel visited her or spent time with her that ish was a knot in my chest

My mom had a stroke about five years ago while driving. Lead to a car flipping over on top of her. Went to see her and she was awake and talking shyt like always. I drove back home so I could make it to work in the morning. The next morning I get a call that she had taken a turn for the worse and they're giving her a 50/50 chance to live. I had to drive 2-3 hours to see her and was breaking down the whole way, kept having to pull over on the side of the road to keep from crashing. Had those same regrets about not seeing her enough and to caught up in my own life to spend more time with her. She ended up living but her personality has never been the same. Definitely sent me into a dark place for a few years.
 

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Oh nah breh. I'm tall. Do you know how big 265 is at like 5'9 or something? :banderas:

And yeah my A6 is my baby bro. :ohlawd: I ain't never been so in love with a whip in my life.
swag bruh too much swag wat year is it again?
 

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My greatest fear in life is my mother passing and how I will react to it.

Its a few people in my life that if they died,and especially depending on how they died I can imagine my conscious disappearing completely:sadcam:....peoples parents and kids dying should give you a free pass to loese your mind for a minute.
 

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My mom had a stroke about five years ago while driving. Lead to a car flipping over on top of her. Went to see her and she was awake and talking shyt like always. I drove back home so I could make it to work in the morning. The next morning I get a call that she had taken a turn for the worse and they're giving her a 50/50 chance to live. I had to drive 2-3 hours to see her and was breaking down the whole way, kept having to pull over on the side of the road to keep from crashing. Had those same regrets about not seeing her enough and to caught up in my own life to spend more time with her. She ended up living but her personality has never been the same. Definitely sent me into a dark place for a few years.

damn breh sorry to hear that
 

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Thanks breh.

I don't mind the jokes. I just had someone earlier today say they would "fukk my dead mom", and I didn't even get angry over the shyt because I win in real life. My life now :ohlawd:


I would never allow myself to really get emotional over some nikkas ona forum.

I just wrote it out because nikkas go through shyt like this everyday. And even if someone isn't going through it, I want to let them know that it exists. No one's immune to depression. By the time I was 19, I lost 2 uncles, 3 aunts, my dog, my mom, and moved about 10 times. But I didn't crack until my mom died. I took all that other shyt on the chin. Everyone has a limit.

I wish you the best too.

only been here for a month and you moving into one of my fav posters breh
:salute:
 

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My mom had a stroke about five years ago while driving. Lead to a car flipping over on top of her. Went to see her and she was awake and talking shyt like always. I drove back home so I could make it to work in the morning. The next morning I get a call that she had taken a turn for the worse and they're giving her a 50/50 chance to live. I had to drive 2-3 hours to see her and was breaking down the whole way, kept having to pull over on the side of the road to keep from crashing. Had those same regrets about not seeing her enough and to caught up in my own life to spend more time with her. She ended up living but her personality has never been the same. Definitely sent me into a dark place for a few years.
Damn man, I'm sorry to hear that. Just be there for her you know? I know it's rough. But that's still your mom, and I can tell you love her a lot man.
 

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I'll literally die, i'm a momma's boy, i've had a messed up life full of disappointments but moms has always been there.

if my mom needed a heart transplant id give her mine and go on the waiting list and if i died :manny:

That's what I miss most. Right There. Just when everyone else is one some bullshyt, mom is always there to do SOMETHING to make you feel better. When the world fronts, mom got ya back :obama:
 

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I feel you breh since 07 I've lost my uncle, dad, all 3 grandparents and two aunts. I've been on some fuxk the world shyt on and off since 2011. shyt sucks and I just turned 24
 
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