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[onelastdeath]

My greatest fear in life is my mother passing and how I will react to it.

My mom died out of nowhere too. Like she wasn't even sick. She literally hit her head and fell into a coma. Even when she was in ICU, we couldn't even talk. Love your mom man. Foreal. You only get one. Take her out for lunch or something every now and then. Things that I wish I could do man. Nothing like a hug from mom dukes when you're having a fukked up day.

 

[Perpetual Beast]

I wasn't going to breh. It's sort of embarrassing. But like I said this is the internet, you never know what people are really going through. Even with that cat *L*E*G*A*C*Y , he could have been going through some shyt to snap like that.

At the end of the day, we're all black men living in an unfair society. If I can step up and share some shyt that happened to me, to help yall, then I'm all in. Embarrassing or not.

Only sheltered pussies and trolls will try to clown you....you beat a mental plague....nothing embarassing about that at all, it will be inspiring to the right people...again, salute to you bro, nothing even remotely close to be ashamed of, its admirable

 

[The 2020 New Member]

I told nikkas Trey Songz was lurkin.

 

[dtownreppin214]

I already know, i'll die a few weeks after.

I honestly feel the same way at times. The only thing that will probably keep me going is my younger siblings.

 

[dtownreppin214]

My mom died out of nowhere too. Like she wasn't even sick. She literally hit her head and fell into a coma. Even when she was in ICU, we couldn't even talk. Love your mom man. Foreal. You only get one. Take her out for lunch or something every now and then. Things that I wish I could do man. Nothing like a hug from mom dukes when you're having a fukked up day.

i feel you one thousand percent. keep your head up, it looks like you've gotten thru the worst of it. thx for sharing your story, very motivational...

 

[MikelArteta]

My mom died out of nowhere too. Like she wasn't even sick. She literally hit her head and fell into a coma. Even when she was in ICU, we couldn't even talk. Love your mom man. Foreal. You only get one. Take her out for lunch or something every now and then. Things that I wish I could do man. Nothing like a hug from mom dukes when you're having a fukked up day.

yeah man my mom is almost 60 at the age where you could literally get a call that she died of a heart attack or stroke or something.
Last year this lady died right in front of me at church, i remmeber going to her funeral and her sons crying because they were to busy and rarel visited her or spent time with her that ish was a knot in my chest

 

[MikelArteta]

I honestly feel the same way at times. The only thing that will probably keep me going is my younger siblings.

I'll literally die, i'm a momma's boy, i've had a messed up life full of disappointments but moms has always been there.

if my mom needed a heart transplant id give her mine and go on the waiting list and if i died

 

[onelastdeath]

i feel you one thousand percent. keep your head up, it looks like you've gotten thru the worst of it. thx for sharing your story, very motivational...

Yeah, I'm fine now. Better than I've been in a long ass time. Even now, my dad is sick. But just knowing that, that level of despair exists, even if he passes, I won't let myself fall back there. Now that I know it's actually possible.

And anytime, just keep working hard.

 

[Broke Wave]

I actually read this. Respect OP. I've been through a lot in life and I don't have the courage to share with anyone, let alone a forum. to you and good luck bro I think you'll be just fine.

 

[BK Breh]

I feel like this is something I needed to see... Thanks for sharing this w/ us...
It ain't for everyone, as I see some folks crackin jokes... clearly

But I've got a lot of issues myself, so I relate to this. Finding the light in the dark, and keeping hold of that light is very difficult. .... I know.

You did good for ya self.
Live, learn and reflect.

 

[onelastdeath]

I feel like this is something I needed to see... Thanks for sharing this w/ us...
It ain't for everyone, as I see some folks crackin jokes... clearly

But I've got a lot of issues myself, so I relate to this. Finding the light in the dark, and keeping hold of that light is very difficult. .... I know.

You did good for ya self.
Live, learn and reflect.

Thanks breh.

I don't mind the jokes. I just had someone earlier today say they would "fukk my dead mom", and I didn't even get angry over the shyt because I win in real life. My life now


I would never allow myself to really get emotional over some nikkas ona forum.

I just wrote it out because nikkas go through shyt like this everyday. And even if someone isn't going through it, I want to let them know that it exists. No one's immune to depression. By the time I was 19, I lost 2 uncles, 3 aunts, my dog, my mom, and moved about 10 times. But I didn't crack until my mom died. I took all that other shyt on the chin. Everyone has a limit.

I wish you the best too.

 

[onelastdeath]

I actually read this. Respect OP. I've been through a lot in life and I don't have the courage to share with anyone, let alone a forum. to you and good luck bro I think you'll be just fine.

Thanks breh. I'm doing good.

 

[Kalik]

Props bruh. My moms died in 2010, feel ya pain.

 

[CHILLL]

Yo breh... thats type cold.

how tall are u plehboi?

 

[onelastdeath]

how tall are u plehboi?

6'3