You intuitively know what you want to do most in life. What is it?

Complexion

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I do all those things. Except they're hobbies. I'm not good enough nor or they profitable enough to provide the necessary family lifestyle.

A Japanese carp will grow to the size of its environment. Its good to be realistic and know the ledge but always leave room for growth and opportunity to spread because you never know where the step after next may direct.

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I’ve taken enough hits in life to know how short it can be and humble myself accordingly



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i wanna be born again and live the rest of my days for the lord. imnot there yet.

id also like to be left the fukk alone and listen to music for hours and hours. of all genres. of all countries.

im tired, lemme groove
 

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Observing others...studying systems, identifying the flaws therein and helping to improve them...not necessarily being a consistent part of the community but an outlier...I like to shape the environments I'm in but do not want to be beholden or tied to them.

Traveling from place to place and gleaning what I can from the people I meet there and the things I see; becoming a polyglot helps me accomplish this much better. Talking to the dirt, insects, trees, animals and the rest of nature to get answers about myself, the nature of life and, consequently, the nature of death. Coming out of my reclusive state and physical home to aid when needed but mostly working alone to manipulate things behind the scenes and away from others.

I have no idea what this would look like as a practical day-to-day role though:yeshrug:
 

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Strangely I think what I’ve wanted out of life from what I’ve been capable is creating art with a connection. Thing is, everything I’m doing now, like my Kumihimo jewelry, music production, and song writing and singing, and sea shell collecting, has been stuff I’ve been interested in and doing subconsciously my whole life without much thought, so I’ve come to understand that for me art is more so an instinct rather than a passion.

And it’s funny because I used to never want to attempt to be an artist because I figured it wasn’t self sustaining from what I read online when I was young, yet art has been essentially to the human psyche since our creation. Art tells stories, conveys emotion, builds new materials, pushes innovation, stresses growth and/or consistency, and without it, many humans would lose motivation from a deeply emotional place so I now look at me being artist as a responsibility to my fellow man.

Like I could make a very detailed, incredible jewelry piece, a guy buys it for his daughter or son and they enjoy it so much they keep it for the rest of their life,
Or I make some very good music for an electrician friend of mine and it helps him get in a groove at work making sure the new town hall building is lit correctly.

that’s the level of seriousness I think of when I create what I do for other people, in a way, I’d say, what I really want to do is keep people’s electricity functioning.
 

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@Complexion it makes no difference what a person has WANTED to do, their Dream Job or Lifestyle, from their youth. Who they are now and what they are doing with their time, THAT is exactly who they are, and most importantly, that is exactly WHO THEY HAVE ALWAYS BEEN.

Everybody isn't here to cultivate some talent, whether widespread or miniscule. It's like when someone says to another person on a job "You are too intelligent/talented to be working here". Your job does not define you, the things you do with your life are what define you. And those things can be as simple as jogging through the park, reading books to attain knowledge or understanding of something, going to live music venues, etc.

Too much pressure is on people to be great. Just be you. If that means that person is a piece of shyt, so be it.
 
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