Like other poster said, bills to pay then try to squeeze what we (think we) want in between (weekends, vacations). Capitalism got us by the nut sack
I don’t think it’s capitalism rather it’s distractions.
I don't deny this but like I said to breh about 15 minutes upon rising, it makes all the difference because energy flows where the attention goes and doing it first tells your mind "This is important" so
rearrange and make that change. See what happens.
Nobody but you can choose where you direct your attention so make better choices. Think of it as an investment.
Flip it:
Do you truly live? I'd be willing to bet you pause (no Dame needed) before answering the affirmative if this is your question. You might as well worry if the sun will come out because if it doesn't you can't do a thing about it anyway so why sweat?
What’s not boring to you?
I find interesting things interesting and by that I mean anything which is fresh and creative ie not cut and pasted. There are three types of minds in this realm but thats something I uncover in an article I'm dropping thats related to the topic as you'll know exactly where you sit by reading the options once its popping.
I'd probably end up doing something more creative and inspiring than my 9-5. Maybe I'll invest more time into learning blender or something
15 minutes as I said previous,
first thing pon rising tells the brain "This is important" and causes neural rewiring of your circuits that amplify after 21 days consecutive and then keeps compounding the progress. Try it, see what happens.
Insecurities and bills are holding me back I suppose, but I want to be a full-time writer and fukk bad mixed chicks.
Words open legs when it comes to the female sex, ask any cunning linguistic who spits game like a seasoned vet so both of those goals are linked. Push the pen, paint those word pictures and share your talents as there is quite literally nothing but air and opportunity present so unwrap the gift and make it happen.