I blame my horrendous math ability on a bad school system and my own lazyness together with a weak support system. my parents had barely finished 4th grade before they had to drop out to work. so as much as they encouraged me to succeed in school, they couldnt really help me with math or any other type of school work.
through out my entire public school career, I constantly averaged D and F grades in Math, there were periods where I would get tired of failing and would join after school help sessions, but to no avail. Numbers are just so damn boring, like once I see a problem, my mind vomits and a wall goes up against retaining any math info. didn't help either that in elementary, if you weren't already good at math, the teacher usually put the bad students in the last row and pretty much ignored us the entire school year.
today I can barely do basic division
shyt is embarrassing brehs, but I have a decent job and soon I'm going to be making even more. so it's not a handicap in my line of work.
funny story:
in my senior year of high school I was missing 1 credit in order to graduate, so I had to go to summer school and pass 12th grade Math class. our summer school teacher was a young go getter, he realized many of us had just one more chance to graduate on time so he gave a truly inspiring speech something like straight out of any given sunday. talmbout . . . "we can fight our way back out of hell!"
shyt had the entire class inspired as fukk
we all promised to work our asses off the entire summer in order to pass the final test. no BS, no one skipped class, there was no fooling around, everyone pushed themselves, everyone was gonna give everything to succeed.
so finally the big day comes and everyone in class takes the test, afterwards everyone felt so damn relieved and we knew we had achieved perfect scores, scores that surely were gonna get the attention of the media
so a day later we get the results . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .Breh
20% of the class passed the damn test! I was one of the lucky ones . . your breh passed with a solid 65%
my best math score ever that did not involve cheating
the teacher was straight up perplexed and had his soul crushed
"i believed in you dumb motherfukkers!"
he was pacing around saying " I have no idea what the hell happened"
class was like