After growing up in the church, I've comfortably settled into being a deist. My biggest fault with religion resides within myself. I simply started to ask questions and I really didn't like the answers coming my way. There was always a catch, a justification for something and in a lot of cases, nonsensical from my perspective. It took a long time for me to be comfortable with that. I struggle with the concept of faith in the context that the bible wants a person to believe in it. There is almost a suspension of belief that needs to happen and my mind simply will not allow for that to happen. Once I realized all of that, I had to settle on what my religious ideology ultimately resided. Deism is that I believe that something created all of this due to the rules that nature seems to follow, phenomena, etc. but in the case of Satan and the rest, no, I don't. The tenor of how god is presented is different between the old and new testament. Which one reflects the current one? You can pick story after story in the bible and I look and say, how do I follow something that appears to have a lower moral compass than I have for myself. I thought we were all god's children. Why is he directing the killing of innocent first-born children? Why did he flood the earth? Why did he make Abraham sacrifice his own daughter? The list goes on and on.
The story of Job is the biggest clusterfukk to me.
So, god and satan have a bet, so obviously they are on good enough terms to shoot the shyt with each other, place a friendly wager on the head of a person and his family, even though its prophesied in revelations that satan is going to get his shyt ultimately pushed in by god when it's all said and done. Anyways, they have a bet, god's idea by the way to have the bet that said that satan can fukk with Job in whatever say he pleases and Job will not curse god. Satan supposedly kills wife, kids, animals, gives the man boils, burns down his house and makes him poor and then Job questions gods, saying he wishes he was dead, god basically tells him to shut the fukk up and man up. Ultimately, Job gets new wealth, wife, kids, etc... To my questions.
- Why does god need to prove something to someone when he (1) knows everything, (2) created satan and is going to fukk him up a few millenia from that date so satan's opinion doesn't matter.
- From a human emotion side, you don't just off someone's family without there being residue of emotion there. You don't just replace a new family like you do a new washer and dryer brehs. So we are talking about multiple people killed for shyts and giggles here. That reads like a disney movie but this is supposedly real. My morality code siren is blaring like fukk just thinking about it
Not to mention that it is logistically impossible for all of the animals to fit in Noah's ark as described, like someone said, for predators and prey to sit together in harmony basically. He could have just had all the wicked people killed if he wanted to, flooding of assuredly, some decent people in the midst of it all, was a bit of overkill. Brehs, they thought the sun went around the earth in those days.
So, a lot of the lessons that the bible teaches should be common sense, don't kill, don't steal, basically live life by the golden rule. Do unto others as you would like done to you. Most times, things will work out in the long run.